The New Blood that will take over next year. Never underestimate the power of their combined effort. They're not ISCians for nothing.
Me in my best green jacket w ISC Alumni/Fren/Colleague Helmut.
Seems he's never left school hahahahah
God Bless
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Alumni Nite 2007
Before the event...Wan Jun and I never knew that we wouold be the one of those to be sabohed ALOT throughout the event. The Alumni Nite became our "Saboh Officer/Emcee/Alumni" DayGod Bless
dream
As usual, anything stuck in my mind before i sleep, appears in my dreams...well not everything...but some things tend to have that effect on me...
Yesterday I was slightly troubled...a single thing on my mind. It wasnt something good but it wasnt something terrible, yet it got me thinking so much because I obviously didnt want this to happen. In fact everytime this pops up, i try to step back from what I feel, and force myself to handle it as if nothing is wrong. Nonetheless, I dont understand why it is worse this time. I feel really bad for the ones who are implied in this. Trust me that this isnt what I wanted.
So I had a really long dream that wasnt as sci-fi as some of my dreams are (walking through walls from the lving room to a desert etc) It was made of people from the past, in the present and possible near future. Maybe the dream was based on hope...a hopeless hope that never seemed to go away...only to fade to grey.
I guess the best thing wud be the initial prob I had..is now covered over by the dream.
Hahahahaha
K well back to work. I believe what Ive felt for the past few days..is enough for me to write some songs...
God Bless
Yesterday I was slightly troubled...a single thing on my mind. It wasnt something good but it wasnt something terrible, yet it got me thinking so much because I obviously didnt want this to happen. In fact everytime this pops up, i try to step back from what I feel, and force myself to handle it as if nothing is wrong. Nonetheless, I dont understand why it is worse this time. I feel really bad for the ones who are implied in this. Trust me that this isnt what I wanted.
So I had a really long dream that wasnt as sci-fi as some of my dreams are (walking through walls from the lving room to a desert etc) It was made of people from the past, in the present and possible near future. Maybe the dream was based on hope...a hopeless hope that never seemed to go away...only to fade to grey.
I guess the best thing wud be the initial prob I had..is now covered over by the dream.
Hahahahaha
K well back to work. I believe what Ive felt for the past few days..is enough for me to write some songs...
God Bless
Monday, November 26, 2007
Emmm..today is not a good day..
Went through the day quite sadly...think I didnt get rest the whole weekend and this sat is global cultural fest so all the more I'll be drained. Thankfully...God never fails to carry me through. I may not have energy to do anything...but Im not drained to the point of sleeping or fainting etc...
Think Im in a state of having to constantly remind people stuff and the idea of calling everyone up..is draining...I know people coming over to remind me stuff..is draining as well....
this sucks...I sorta hoping someone reads this but also hoping that none of my studens read it..they dont really deserve to hear all this bitching...
Anyway...recently theres been an increase of happy beginnings..or maybe Im the last to know hahaha Well, whoever they are, I wish them all the happiness. :) Its good to see your frens, students and siblings get together hahahaha Never thought things wud come to this but Im inclined to say that Im happy so long as all the rest are happy. God gives what God gives and I know God gives. Just dont know who and how but God gives.
In fact Im starting to suspect that alot of those around me, are having probs confessing to whoever they like. Well watcha waiting for man! If the person dont like you, be smart and move on! But rememebr that at least you tried. :) Life is more than breakups yah..its got alot of other stuff like divorces and disasters and etc hahahahah JUST KIDDING! Life has more happy things than you think and if you concentrate on sadness or pain alone, life would end up meaning nothing. Thats where suicides come in.
If you look around, theres bound to be a happy thing somewhere thats ready to show itself to you. All that matters is whether you'd open you half blinded eyes to notice it.
December is around the corner...in fact..its this sat. This month will always be dedicated to Jesus. The christmasy feeling isnt in me yet coz Im still stuck w nov but alot of places have on their lights and started playing christmas songs...
Wanted to have a christmas party but looks like I cant.
K..nvm..Im still waiting for december....
God Bless
Think Im in a state of having to constantly remind people stuff and the idea of calling everyone up..is draining...I know people coming over to remind me stuff..is draining as well....
this sucks...I sorta hoping someone reads this but also hoping that none of my studens read it..they dont really deserve to hear all this bitching...
Anyway...recently theres been an increase of happy beginnings..or maybe Im the last to know hahaha Well, whoever they are, I wish them all the happiness. :) Its good to see your frens, students and siblings get together hahahaha Never thought things wud come to this but Im inclined to say that Im happy so long as all the rest are happy. God gives what God gives and I know God gives. Just dont know who and how but God gives.
In fact Im starting to suspect that alot of those around me, are having probs confessing to whoever they like. Well watcha waiting for man! If the person dont like you, be smart and move on! But rememebr that at least you tried. :) Life is more than breakups yah..its got alot of other stuff like divorces and disasters and etc hahahahah JUST KIDDING! Life has more happy things than you think and if you concentrate on sadness or pain alone, life would end up meaning nothing. Thats where suicides come in.
If you look around, theres bound to be a happy thing somewhere thats ready to show itself to you. All that matters is whether you'd open you half blinded eyes to notice it.
December is around the corner...in fact..its this sat. This month will always be dedicated to Jesus. The christmasy feeling isnt in me yet coz Im still stuck w nov but alot of places have on their lights and started playing christmas songs...
Wanted to have a christmas party but looks like I cant.
K..nvm..Im still waiting for december....
God Bless
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