Wednesday, December 12, 2007



Deepavali! Watched Sivakasi with Cal, Neetz & Parti




Waiter: Here you are madam, a glass of calls & smses...

Christmas's first lights

Took this pic by the beach..night sky...thought I saw Jesus Crucified...

The ticks are the result of my hand jolting...

God blesses every boy & girl....He loves every single person no matter what!

Nothing is Imposible...Luke 18:27 part 2

Wow... once again I saw Luke 18:27. :) My God has a way of showing me his love...nothing is impossible...

Seems my OCS trip is cancelled...I dont know whether to be happy or sad..sad coz of the effort I put in..chasing students and all..and happy that I can have more time to be w family n frens...Maybe God wants me to be w my students...I never thought that staff n students need to have a line between them that will prevent them from being frens...but being a staff, sometimes its abit akward for me to step in and act like a fren...

Yesterday one of my students smsed me and said that she felt sad that I was glummy and that she cudnt help...I apprecate that..just that sms..maybe this is my calling...being w students..maybe...I admit Im not good at it..but my heart is there...

Since the confirmation of cancellation..the Christmas spirit is slowly seeping in....my heart feels less pressed on and happiness is slowly seeping into the grooves of my heart...
Id almost forgot my Jesus's birthday is coming....

Just dropped a mail for to my ISC and was soo excited w the prospects of doing a video christmas email to all ISC members, wishing them Merry Christmas...

Jesus, how could I forget your birthday? How could I not celebrate your birth? How could I not?
My Jesus will fill the hearts of all men, with love this season..even those who dont believe.

God Bless!

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

ISC spirit 2 Comperes 2 Christmas

Took awhile for me to finish this...My blog entries make no sense anymore...been busy...been demotivated..even the christmas spirit isnt with me now....

Have been trying to straighten out the Overseas Comm Trip but nothing seems to be going right. In exasperation...I told my students, that I was going to cancel the trip. This Christmas actually is starting to mean nothing to me..because I feel like Im not celebrating it..It feels sooo far away...
I was really tired of planning an overseas comm trip..I admit i havent been able to plan things properly...and I guess with that comes trouble. Satan obviously wants to stop me from going...
So now my morale is low and Im actually contemplating abt how god it wud be to stay in Spore. I cud hangout w my students..I cud meet up w old frens...I could think abt how to make this christmas special by making my own presents, go christmas shopping...damn it...

thinking abt how Ive used 2K to pay for the tickets for OCS..hurts even more because it sorta means my efforts have been wasted..the $70 I used to go to batam to get tickets....haiz....

Anyway...i sorta feel...like christmas isnt coming..or at least not coming to me...Haizz....

Im in a dilemma too..my own personal stuff...Im stuck...between feelings and common sense....
I need to get out of the pit again....too many emotions flying around and I really really think that I need to calm myself down to differentiate...

God Bless

Sunday, December 09, 2007

Comperes Camp...damn tired...damn headache..damn everything

Last day of camp....couldnt stay on fri....went to Batam on sat just to get Medan tickets...
Had an excrutiating headache last night that paralysed me...Every step i took, i could feel my brain pulsating...damn it!
Forced to take panadol and sleep it off..almost missed nightwalk if not for Rino...

Spent the whole rest of e night doing the notes for comperes...

Guess what..gotta head to Batam later again to pay the rest of the money...FISH!

My life wouldnt be in a mess now...eventhough the swearing could prove otherwise...nonetheless....its tolerable...Christmas is literally around the corner! How can I have a hard time during Christmas?!?!?!

Anyway..whatever probs I have, dont last long and dont affect me drastically...

I live life like every other folk in this world. If they can get through it..why cant I?

God Bless

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Woohooo! My best event this year!

Taking the first few minutes of work to blog because its an itch Ive been unable to scratch for the past 4 days. Sorry boss.

Sat had an event at SP Convention Centre. This event was the Global Cultural Festival. My whole bunch of ISC members pulled members together to help w this event. I admit it was very very troublesome for my ISC members but I want them to see how other events are done.

Anyway. the event went very very very well man. YQ & I were the host and though it was frustrating at times to have our script edited and changed etc even on the last rehearsal, we just had to do it, even out the creases in the script.

We rented costumes from a costume shop and wore them. The SPARC wore SIA Stewardess costumes.

YQ & I had this crazy smooth flow and although we fumbled abit, we caught on to each other. :P And we laughed it out w pilot jokes. Alot of impromptu jokes made w the audience abt pilots and A380.

In fact Im quite amazed with the script. YQ & I initially wanted to fill it up w educational bits and intl greetings...but while working on it, it suddenly came to me that we could angle it as 2 pilots bringing their passengers on a trip around the world and it took off! The GOh was so happy he defied the usher and walked down to shake our hands, the directors were happy w us, the organisors were happy w us and we were happy!

I really cant describe much..coz its all "at the moment" stuff. If I have a recording of it, Id show you although you know Id probably cringe at every sec I hear my voice.

My love for compereing is never wavering!

God Bless!