Start of new days...

Wasnt feeling too swell yesterday because of mistakes I made and while my head was behrating me for it...I turned to God and what I got from God was...the grace & favour of God is more than enough to help us with our mistakes.

I spent the evening watching Pastor's Secrets in Hebrew Language Dvd and it was fantastic! :)

My resolution is to sleep early and wake up earlier to have time to read abit abit each day. It really does make a difference! :)Going about the day with God's word in me. :)

My mum;s going to Israel end this year and I sooo want to go too but I cant. Im banking on my mum being saved, being baptised by water and the Holy Spirit in Israel. Coz that would be coolness!
I think for any Jesus loving person...Israel is a place theyd want to go because this is where everything in the Bible is based on! At least the entire Old Testement and most of hte New Testament. Like Muslims to Mecca
I know I want to go there, climb up to one of the hills and sit down and indulge in a good dose of God's word.

I guess at this point, any non-believer is not very fond of me writing about this but I dont know how to describe the calmness I feel when I go to Him and stay by His words and His love long enough.

In fact when Fran & I went to Tecman to look at some bibles and books. Just being in that room and surrounded by so many books that just scream the same thing, " Jesus Loves You and wants you to depend on Him" brought an undescribable peace in my heart that made me want to go, " God, I dont know why..its not like Ive read 1% of these...but I feel an growing love in my heart for you just being here"
We chanced upon an English-Greek Bible and Parallel Bibles (2 versions of the bible placed side by side on a page for comparison)
So tempting.....

For those who dont knoe...the Bible was written half in Hebrew n half in Greek.

You ask me how I could have so much love for a God. I dont know! I know my God is impartial to how good I am so long as I would regard Him as my saviour. I know His words are kind and loving and I know Jesus died for me to get a place higher than the devil Himself. Maybe thats why.
Maybe thats why my thirst to know more about Him is more than my eyes can have time to absorb.
Isnt it the same as loving a human? Esp when its your bf/gf and you dont know why but you still love the person anyway? Almost like that. Only diff is that my God doesnt leave me.

Im asking God for answers these days....:) Hoping He can give me a direction on which road to take.

Also for those of you who didnt get a chance to go for teh Dead Sea Scrolls Exhibit, its a pity. The exhibit gave me the same peace and assuarance as when I went to Tecman. How many people believed in God so much that they would risk their lives to get the bible done.
How despite of the ages past....God will preserve His word.

Photos soon.


God Bless!

Burning out...not much oil left on my lamp

So Poly FOrum is officially over. Thanks for being here, dont forget anythings as you proceed out of the hall and once you;re out, go home and dont come back! :) jkjk

I almost went crazy for this....but glad its done! got to know new people..got to bond w my sparc abit more...

But truth be told..Im burning out and I dont know how long i can hold on....

My passion for working with these kids wont die. But its harder to stay back after work to meet up w them. the load is getting heavier.

Other than that..Im fine.need a holiday but Im fine!


God Bless

Dad's hearing

Took afternoon off yesterday to accompany dad to ntuc healthcare.

He was gonna get his hearing aid and after he tried it out....he asked for the price. Lets say its more expensive than my hp, dvd player. laptop, bag, mp4 and clothes combined...

Doc also said to get his other ear checked since my dad menioned he had sudden hearing loss. Could be more that meets the eye.

Its kinda scary the more I think about it but I put my trust in God. I know my God will heal him.


Ning

Thur & Fri

Thur:
Comperes and SPARC gonna get a change of uniform. Seems exciting really and you learn abit about what the different parts of the uniform etc. Coolness!
SPARC has decided and the sample should be out soon! Comperes design shud be decided within this week. :)
Had abit of sports activity with the dept at the sports hall so if you heard alot of commotion..it was us hahaha. Went over late thanks to the uniform issue but had a chance to play frisbee with the rest and it was fun! Also shot some hoops w the netball. And if you didnt already know, we have foldable basketball baskets and board...yah that bigass thing except it can be folded down and so we had this silly idea to do a slamdunk on our knees! Photoworthy but pity no camera at time of incident. Was BLOODY FUNNY!!!
Perspired alot but felt damn shiok.
Went home, finished listening to 1 of pastor's sermons (out of the many) and watched Asterix and Cesear on DVD.

Cant wait for this month to end.......

Gonna go down to SIM tomorrow..that will be my achievement for tomorrow.

Wed

I made a promise to myself to make sure i make every day a well spent one and today was 1 such day.

Took leave coz Dad had to go to the specialist clinic to see an ear doctor....issues but Im praying all goes better. Thanks Lord!
So went with him to see the doc and got back.

Went back to Guanyang for awhile since it was just nearby..to say hi to ex-teachers. :) The ones whom I owe heaps. Esp my godma. Said hi to my sec 3&4 chem teacher, my sec3 english teacher, my godma, my Sec1-4 science lab tech and my sec4 phy teacher.

As I said in an email...
"despite how your students maybe be irritating, not hand in homework or break rules for no good reason, know that you have a horde of alumni who have you to thank."

Im glad I went down despite how shortlived  the visit was and how strict the rules are that i almost cudnt go in.

Also went to SPH to find my cousin and had a chat with her. Which is quite amazing really coz I never really had chances to chat with her. And we know how not speaking to someone on normal basis is gonna make the "first time" a very uncomfortable one. But now..not this time round. :)
A nice good chat.

Then went to see my grandfather and the "mum's side family" got together to celebrate the birthday of my grandma (who passed away last last month) Spent time with my grandpa and seeing him in his dazed state...heartbreaking.
BUT we make the best of what we have.
My niece and nephew was there and while Jillian looked after the smaller, Ally has everybody to play with.
I got into the house, called her name and she came to me to give me a hug.
Yes!

And my youngest cousin was there with girlfriend.

How time flies.....

Well...it also got me thinking about what which way I would have to go in the long run...The more I read God's word, the less frightened I am with it....

Got to arrange for to meet ups with my ex teachers. Time to plan for gatherings!


God Bless