Sat was spent on this event and it was fun but very tiring.
Feel bad to add pressure on my students.... Im sorry...
Damn tired now but didnt wanna go homee yet...so had dinner and coffee at cityhall.
Didnt get a chance to thank the sound crew so might as well do it here. Thanks, Ice, Wan-D, E-kin, Ziz? Hahahaha without this bunch of fun-loving dudes...come to thiink of it ...Wan is the biggest clown... But without them...I wudnt be as relaxed abt things.
Alvin, Zaid, Alia, YQ all came down and it was sooo good to see alumni come back! :) Sounds crazy but I do miss em. :)
So I must say that I had alot of fun handling e performances....Im not very savvy w l;ights and sound though...
Anyway i also learnt another thing abt myself today...Im not comfortable w chivalry towards me. Hahahaha Its sorta crazy but when pple are nice to me...I get a mental alarm going off in my head. Esp when its a guy around my age...Haiz...hence I know that Im not too good around guys. Hahahahaha
Also..I think Ive gone in contact w teenagers too long that my mentality and language is abit like them....
Ive also recently been very aware of how emo Ive become and how willingly I want to be emo hahaha Haiz..maybe coz this period of time is also a time that makes me think of my past abit and so reminds me of how much Ive missed out. And adding all this together...makes things look like emo-ing is a good idea. Haizzz
K end of entry. Back to normal schedule...
God Bless
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Friday, January 08, 2010
Day2
K so im done w day2 of the programme. dont wanna be caught on the sp blog finder thingamajig so Im gonna be discreet. :)
Day 1 was sooo tiring, I just shut down entirely..the moment I landed on my bed.
Today it was more relaxing. ;)
Im damn thankful for a nice grp of sound guys to help w the audio yah. Wan-D & gang. Sad to say the 2 others, Ryan & Isk werent there. Haiz. Wud have been fun having them around too. Hahaha
In fact, Ive come to like their style hajahha ya I feel bad making them climb up n down to settle the setup and they sometimes give me the deadpan look and pout just to make me feel bad haha...but their pretty okay guys! oh...yah...they smoke..haizz
So kudos to the crew. :) U learn that with them, if u respect them, treat them reasonably etc..they will help u.
In fact for any1 who does stuff in the entertainment industry....they get immediately cheezed off my arrogance. Hmm life lesson.
few interesting things happened. :) All good!
1) SP Makeup Artists gave their 1st fashion show w their own makeup and their own costumes and their own models (some were makeup artists) Im soo happy for them because they finally got a try at it!
Shan & Ros from Perfect 10 came down and hosted abit of the show. They introed SP Makeup Artists for their fashion show and because of the 2 of them, we had excellent audience!!!
2) Wan-D was being funny by trying to chat me up and sorts haha which is amusing coz we'd be serious one moment and totally off track another. And as it is Im not good w guys so..when he goes into his "yes dear/anythign u want darling" mood...I just go " yah right Wan" mode hahaha yah well having Wan as the main man on the audio makes me feel secure coz at least he's done it before.. its the same feeling I get when YQ or Jonadab or Ian or Stephen are there. I trust them. Sooo looks like I'll have a new bro soon hahhah
Wan-D: We knoe each other for a year already. Time to take things up tot he next level *grin*
Ning: Yah! We're friends!
Hahahaha amusing lah We even wrapped Jonadab up! Awww!
3) Comperes got contacts from an external company for compereing stints!!! WWOHHHOOOOOO!!!! Comperes ticket out of SP!!!!!!!!
Yep..after all this...I know I like to do shows...but I also know that its also coz of the people around..that makes me love to do shows!
4) I sang for SP Guitarists. Sang Zombie and Sweet Child of Mine. Almost killed the drummer today because he was almost late. Its such an addiction to sing on stage that I was soo tired yesterday..by it. But...right after doing my songs...I missed it. Damn!
K sooo tomorrow is day 3. last day of the programme! :)
Tired man..nights...
God Bless
Day 1 was sooo tiring, I just shut down entirely..the moment I landed on my bed.
Today it was more relaxing. ;)
Im damn thankful for a nice grp of sound guys to help w the audio yah. Wan-D & gang. Sad to say the 2 others, Ryan & Isk werent there. Haiz. Wud have been fun having them around too. Hahaha
In fact, Ive come to like their style hajahha ya I feel bad making them climb up n down to settle the setup and they sometimes give me the deadpan look and pout just to make me feel bad haha...but their pretty okay guys! oh...yah...they smoke..haizz
So kudos to the crew. :) U learn that with them, if u respect them, treat them reasonably etc..they will help u.
In fact for any1 who does stuff in the entertainment industry....they get immediately cheezed off my arrogance. Hmm life lesson.
few interesting things happened. :) All good!
1) SP Makeup Artists gave their 1st fashion show w their own makeup and their own costumes and their own models (some were makeup artists) Im soo happy for them because they finally got a try at it!
Shan & Ros from Perfect 10 came down and hosted abit of the show. They introed SP Makeup Artists for their fashion show and because of the 2 of them, we had excellent audience!!!
2) Wan-D was being funny by trying to chat me up and sorts haha which is amusing coz we'd be serious one moment and totally off track another. And as it is Im not good w guys so..when he goes into his "yes dear/anythign u want darling" mood...I just go " yah right Wan" mode hahaha yah well having Wan as the main man on the audio makes me feel secure coz at least he's done it before.. its the same feeling I get when YQ or Jonadab or Ian or Stephen are there. I trust them. Sooo looks like I'll have a new bro soon hahhah
Wan-D: We knoe each other for a year already. Time to take things up tot he next level *grin*
Ning: Yah! We're friends!
Hahahaha amusing lah We even wrapped Jonadab up! Awww!
3) Comperes got contacts from an external company for compereing stints!!! WWOHHHOOOOOO!!!! Comperes ticket out of SP!!!!!!!!
Yep..after all this...I know I like to do shows...but I also know that its also coz of the people around..that makes me love to do shows!
4) I sang for SP Guitarists. Sang Zombie and Sweet Child of Mine. Almost killed the drummer today because he was almost late. Its such an addiction to sing on stage that I was soo tired yesterday..by it. But...right after doing my songs...I missed it. Damn!
K sooo tomorrow is day 3. last day of the programme! :)
Tired man..nights...
God Bless
Sunday, January 03, 2010
1st post of the year
It didnt end well and it didnt start good.
I admit I havnt been a good leader in this aspect but I know I want to change and its not gonna be easy since its mostly gonna look like nobody will be responding.
Maybe people will call me crazy but Im casting Comperes to God. It doesnt mean that I wont be bothering abt them It means that I consider my actions and check them with God 1st before acting.
I started church with a not sooo happy mood and I cried when I sang praises to Him but the moe I sang, the happier and the more peaceful I got. I know God doesnt want any of His children to be stressed and He has seen my life in its entirety and He will be my help in this time of need.
I left the church feeling at ease.
If not for Him, my 1st blog would have been a horrendous, eruption of vulgarities and upset even people who dont deserve to be upset.
After alot of thinking and putting off writing that entry...God gave me the peace to not post it. Instead..I wronte an email that was (in my opinion) so much more subdued than I wanted initially. Yet I know I made myself very clear. If the receiver of hte email doesnt learn her lesson...I will still need God's wisdom to do this...
All I know is this...I will not be discouraged by a mere group of youth. :)
My God is mightier than any human.. Amen!
God Bless
I admit I havnt been a good leader in this aspect but I know I want to change and its not gonna be easy since its mostly gonna look like nobody will be responding.
Maybe people will call me crazy but Im casting Comperes to God. It doesnt mean that I wont be bothering abt them It means that I consider my actions and check them with God 1st before acting.
I started church with a not sooo happy mood and I cried when I sang praises to Him but the moe I sang, the happier and the more peaceful I got. I know God doesnt want any of His children to be stressed and He has seen my life in its entirety and He will be my help in this time of need.
I left the church feeling at ease.
If not for Him, my 1st blog would have been a horrendous, eruption of vulgarities and upset even people who dont deserve to be upset.
After alot of thinking and putting off writing that entry...God gave me the peace to not post it. Instead..I wronte an email that was (in my opinion) so much more subdued than I wanted initially. Yet I know I made myself very clear. If the receiver of hte email doesnt learn her lesson...I will still need God's wisdom to do this...
All I know is this...I will not be discouraged by a mere group of youth. :)
My God is mightier than any human.. Amen!
God Bless
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Another 1 bites the dust...
I knew this was coming but even still..it doesnt make things any better. Lets say Im not for it but Im not against it because Im thinking from the person's perspective.
IM to blame too but I know I cant behrate myself to the max because we all make mistakes. To me..its time to master enough guts to make a change to what Ive done.
Alot of us tried to make a change but maybe its time we sat back and watched them in our situation. Doesnt mean we will sit and do nothing...but at least now, they will understand without us nagging or lifting a finger.
Will miss ya because theres 1 les joker in the club. Hahahah
Happy New Year to all! Its especially at the border of the years that time feels like itsw flying tooo fast.
God Bless
IM to blame too but I know I cant behrate myself to the max because we all make mistakes. To me..its time to master enough guts to make a change to what Ive done.
Alot of us tried to make a change but maybe its time we sat back and watched them in our situation. Doesnt mean we will sit and do nothing...but at least now, they will understand without us nagging or lifting a finger.
Will miss ya because theres 1 les joker in the club. Hahahah
Happy New Year to all! Its especially at the border of the years that time feels like itsw flying tooo fast.
God Bless
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Rifqa Bary
http://www.newsweek.com/id/215100/page/2
So I was surfing the net 1 day and I came across an article about a girl who is running away from her family because she is convinced that her family will kill her (honor killings) for converting from islam to christianity.
Because of the sensitivity of this case, alot of the public were posting their viewpoints about both religions.
So many mixed comments and insults on both religions, people arguing with others, misquotes of both religions etc. In fact the more I read it, the more I irritated I was.
Its atrocious how they can argue on such things when they havnt even got their facts right. Its so easy to misinterpret the Quran and the Bible because alot of hteir ideas are the same and they both stem from the same time period. BUT neither of them says to kill people. If ever it is that says to harm people, it is in defence.
But because of the misinterpretations of both books, we have radical christians and radical muslims. Some radical muslims will believe that it is right to conduct honor killings for certain reasons..or all the other things that Osama has done as well. Radical Christians take certain verses int he wrong context and believe that it is wrong to mingle with other people who are of incorrect lifestyle etc..thus ostracizing them. Or they condemn others who do not believe in Christ the way they do.
Both radicals have given Islam and Christianity a bad rep. And because of this, people who dont understand either religions, take in the most commonly known bad reps and conclude that all christians and muslims behave in those same manners. Which ends up being an endless circle of misunderstandings. So Christians blame Muslims and muslims dislike christians etc...
Dont forget that Jesus in Christianity is also 1 of the prophets in the Quran. There has to be a reason why He is valued in both books despite the religion. And that reason would most probably be because of His knowledge, beliefs and practices that go with the Quran's beliefs. So if both religions value what Jesus has to say, then why are we still having misunderstandings with each other's religion when they both take about peace and love?
Dont let the misleadings of 1 or a grp of christians/muslims...spoil the entire population of believers. Dont forget there are alot more believers in the world than that group.
And as for Rifqa's case, Im more inclined to believe that her parents will not harm her but some of her neighbouring muslim friends who belong to the same mosque might harm her no matter how the parents might want to protect her still.
God Bless
So I was surfing the net 1 day and I came across an article about a girl who is running away from her family because she is convinced that her family will kill her (honor killings) for converting from islam to christianity.
Because of the sensitivity of this case, alot of the public were posting their viewpoints about both religions.
So many mixed comments and insults on both religions, people arguing with others, misquotes of both religions etc. In fact the more I read it, the more I irritated I was.
Its atrocious how they can argue on such things when they havnt even got their facts right. Its so easy to misinterpret the Quran and the Bible because alot of hteir ideas are the same and they both stem from the same time period. BUT neither of them says to kill people. If ever it is that says to harm people, it is in defence.
But because of the misinterpretations of both books, we have radical christians and radical muslims. Some radical muslims will believe that it is right to conduct honor killings for certain reasons..or all the other things that Osama has done as well. Radical Christians take certain verses int he wrong context and believe that it is wrong to mingle with other people who are of incorrect lifestyle etc..thus ostracizing them. Or they condemn others who do not believe in Christ the way they do.
Both radicals have given Islam and Christianity a bad rep. And because of this, people who dont understand either religions, take in the most commonly known bad reps and conclude that all christians and muslims behave in those same manners. Which ends up being an endless circle of misunderstandings. So Christians blame Muslims and muslims dislike christians etc...
Dont forget that Jesus in Christianity is also 1 of the prophets in the Quran. There has to be a reason why He is valued in both books despite the religion. And that reason would most probably be because of His knowledge, beliefs and practices that go with the Quran's beliefs. So if both religions value what Jesus has to say, then why are we still having misunderstandings with each other's religion when they both take about peace and love?
Dont let the misleadings of 1 or a grp of christians/muslims...spoil the entire population of believers. Dont forget there are alot more believers in the world than that group.
And as for Rifqa's case, Im more inclined to believe that her parents will not harm her but some of her neighbouring muslim friends who belong to the same mosque might harm her no matter how the parents might want to protect her still.
God Bless
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)