Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Birthday SLASH Halloween
Previous mail was before the Halloween party..thios is after...
The comperes did a horror trail in the room and put in mirrors and all with people scaring anyone who walks past. I wore the purple wool shawl and used it as a hood plus a black dress etc...used nail polish as blood and for nails etc...creepy that I freaked myself....
Reynold and Aaron were good on the mike and many of the year3s were there..they had tombstones and bats hanging off the ceiling etc....gajan as david beckham, snowlin as the devil and aaron as the hunchback of Notre Dame, Reynold as Freddy Kruger....
We had games, horror pageants, green jelly...
Lastly, they gave me a very very big birthday party...a big chocolate cake that had a bikini babe on it w HUGE boobs...SIgh....and they had candles that light up again...damn it!...then they had a row of candles that said, "we love you Ning"...Hahahahahahaha I was sooooo touched and thankfully I didnt cry... Got a necklace form the seniors w my name on it...got 2 books from the rest, got a paper mache head and a tombstone too..plus a BK paper crown w the comperes sticker on the front of it. All this is in my room now. :)
They asked me if Im happy... what can I say? What can I say? What can I say?
I never believed that a birthday pparty was to be planned on my own coz its self righteous crap and I never expect to get presents from them...
Im always amazed by the amnt of things they do for me..even if its just an sms.... :)
To Everyone who did all this, (from smses to well wishes on frenster, to blog comments, to emails and presents and long distance calls...)
Thanks sooo much. I dont say much because I dont wanna take away the magic by thinking of things to say to express my gratitude....Theres really alot alot more I feel :)
Even my bro gave my a long distance call and that means alot..even though by that time...my hp was close to dying...
Thanks sooo miuch all of you! Happy Halloween too!
God Bless!!!
The comperes did a horror trail in the room and put in mirrors and all with people scaring anyone who walks past. I wore the purple wool shawl and used it as a hood plus a black dress etc...used nail polish as blood and for nails etc...creepy that I freaked myself....
Reynold and Aaron were good on the mike and many of the year3s were there..they had tombstones and bats hanging off the ceiling etc....gajan as david beckham, snowlin as the devil and aaron as the hunchback of Notre Dame, Reynold as Freddy Kruger....
We had games, horror pageants, green jelly...
Lastly, they gave me a very very big birthday party...a big chocolate cake that had a bikini babe on it w HUGE boobs...SIgh....and they had candles that light up again...damn it!...then they had a row of candles that said, "we love you Ning"...Hahahahahahaha I was sooooo touched and thankfully I didnt cry... Got a necklace form the seniors w my name on it...got 2 books from the rest, got a paper mache head and a tombstone too..plus a BK paper crown w the comperes sticker on the front of it. All this is in my room now. :)
They asked me if Im happy... what can I say? What can I say? What can I say?
I never believed that a birthday pparty was to be planned on my own coz its self righteous crap and I never expect to get presents from them...
Im always amazed by the amnt of things they do for me..even if its just an sms.... :)
To Everyone who did all this, (from smses to well wishes on frenster, to blog comments, to emails and presents and long distance calls...)
Thanks sooo much. I dont say much because I dont wanna take away the magic by thinking of things to say to express my gratitude....Theres really alot alot more I feel :)
Even my bro gave my a long distance call and that means alot..even though by that time...my hp was close to dying...
Thanks sooo miuch all of you! Happy Halloween too!
God Bless!!!
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
My Day!
Happy Birthday To Me
Happy Birthday To Me
Happy Birthday To Me
Happy Birthday To Me
Had a nice indian food dinner w 2 close frens yesterday nite (naan and stuff)
Got a CAMERA from them
Had a thousand sms from all of em, wishing me..I think only 1 of them said, Happy 24th Birthday. Damnit! You know who u r ah brother!
Got a long distance sms from my BBBro (Means a Bloody Big Deal) Which I replied and edited and edited to fit all i wanted to say in that sms. Didnt expect a reply but just needed him to know that I really appreciated it. Cud have been 12am his time when smsed it...And times like these, I really dont give two hoots abt what it costs to send a long distance sms back.:)
Got a long distance call from a bro's mum to wish me too
Now im in the office, stiffling a running nose that cud prove fatal. :/
Love to all the people who know me. I havnt been the best of a fren...havnt kept in contact, havnt wished alot of people happy birthday....my fault, my bad..my everything lah. Forgive yes?
Maybe its not soo much being happy abt it being my birthday...but being thankful that everyone whoc ares for me, loves me for who I am...Its not so much abt celebrating my birthday..but being able to spend time w everyone who cares for me..being able to say thank you?
Thanks all once again. God Bless everyone I know...and keep all of u safe and sound and happy and healthy.
Ning
Happy Birthday To Me
Happy Birthday To Me
Happy Birthday To Me
Had a nice indian food dinner w 2 close frens yesterday nite (naan and stuff)
Got a CAMERA from them
Had a thousand sms from all of em, wishing me..I think only 1 of them said, Happy 24th Birthday. Damnit! You know who u r ah brother!
Got a long distance sms from my BBBro (Means a Bloody Big Deal) Which I replied and edited and edited to fit all i wanted to say in that sms. Didnt expect a reply but just needed him to know that I really appreciated it. Cud have been 12am his time when smsed it...And times like these, I really dont give two hoots abt what it costs to send a long distance sms back.:)
Got a long distance call from a bro's mum to wish me too
Now im in the office, stiffling a running nose that cud prove fatal. :/
Love to all the people who know me. I havnt been the best of a fren...havnt kept in contact, havnt wished alot of people happy birthday....my fault, my bad..my everything lah. Forgive yes?
Maybe its not soo much being happy abt it being my birthday...but being thankful that everyone whoc ares for me, loves me for who I am...Its not so much abt celebrating my birthday..but being able to spend time w everyone who cares for me..being able to say thank you?
Thanks all once again. God Bless everyone I know...and keep all of u safe and sound and happy and healthy.
Ning
Monday, October 29, 2007
Who Am I...
Nobuta Power! Enter!
Finished watching this jap drama I was watching w my sis. Its fun to watch w sis..even when she watching and playing PSP at the same time... :/ Nonetheless.
Anyway I watched Deathnote 1 & 2 during the weekend...and it wasnt fantastic but the way the killer plans his kills...they're exceptionally coordinated and brutal. But it makes you think of what wud happen to the world if killing were as easy and as untraceable as writing a name into a notebook....and the inital intention was to kill criminals in this world...the good effect of this is that the crime rate is reduced and criminals get their just punishment...but...is it ethical? Makes you contemplate the theory..."the end justifies the means" While the police and the detective, L tries to catch the criminal, he is forced to sacrifice some of his people....and the reason is, "sometimes sacrifices need to be made"... coincidentally...thats exactly what the killer says when he's asked on why he can kill innocent people who try to stop him from reaching the "criminal free world"....(sometimes sacrifices must be made)
Soo it leads me to wonder...who is rite. Is killing criminals a crime? if its wrong..then isnt euthanasia wrong too? euthanasia = capital punishment
And this jap drama I watched made me think abt how people can be manipulative and how people can be materialistic. The ability to mould someone's life as you wish, by methods that might not be ethical btw...how do you even knock that person to think straight again? What results in that idea?
Humans are scary...
K gotta go...
GoD Bless!
Finished watching this jap drama I was watching w my sis. Its fun to watch w sis..even when she watching and playing PSP at the same time... :/ Nonetheless.
Anyway I watched Deathnote 1 & 2 during the weekend...and it wasnt fantastic but the way the killer plans his kills...they're exceptionally coordinated and brutal. But it makes you think of what wud happen to the world if killing were as easy and as untraceable as writing a name into a notebook....and the inital intention was to kill criminals in this world...the good effect of this is that the crime rate is reduced and criminals get their just punishment...but...is it ethical? Makes you contemplate the theory..."the end justifies the means" While the police and the detective, L tries to catch the criminal, he is forced to sacrifice some of his people....and the reason is, "sometimes sacrifices need to be made"... coincidentally...thats exactly what the killer says when he's asked on why he can kill innocent people who try to stop him from reaching the "criminal free world"....(sometimes sacrifices must be made)
Soo it leads me to wonder...who is rite. Is killing criminals a crime? if its wrong..then isnt euthanasia wrong too? euthanasia = capital punishment
And this jap drama I watched made me think abt how people can be manipulative and how people can be materialistic. The ability to mould someone's life as you wish, by methods that might not be ethical btw...how do you even knock that person to think straight again? What results in that idea?
Humans are scary...
K gotta go...
GoD Bless!
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Zuo Ren = Be a human, be a reasonable, wellmannered, ethical person
Im starting to find it more an more difficult to "zuo ren"...
The ill effect of the school's "lack of budget" is not helping any club and the result of which is a "bitch fest". Im now stuck between 2 things..the belief of that I work for and the belief of that I work for. Note the difference? No rite? Both are the reason why I work..both are opposing each other....I dont know what to do and I frankly wanna get out of the way and watch them fight it out...why not? U know..if the head decides to increase funding, id be the happiest person in the world...
I spent time editing a proposal I dont even believe in. I dont believe in it because I know it will bounce abd yet I know I wud have to be cruel to stop it from bouncing...So do I send it in, pray it goes smoothly but say " I told you so" if it does bounce, or cut the budget knowing my boss will be fine and yet have my dear club curse at the unfairness? Which one is more impt to me? If work is more impt, then what is my purpose here? If the club is my importance...then maybe this isnt the right job....
Its seriously wrong to have pple come in for the wrong reason...or rather..keep coming in for the wrong reason..and I want to change that...but part of me is asking how and why.
I want to dosomething I believe in and not always have to fight between both...
Now I know how Jimmy feels....He scolds us and feel bad about it and cant sleep at night
well..Im sorry...Duai Bu Qi...Gomenasai...and in all other version that I dont even know...
Oh well....life is never fair....
God Bless
The ill effect of the school's "lack of budget" is not helping any club and the result of which is a "bitch fest". Im now stuck between 2 things..the belief of that I work for and the belief of that I work for. Note the difference? No rite? Both are the reason why I work..both are opposing each other....I dont know what to do and I frankly wanna get out of the way and watch them fight it out...why not? U know..if the head decides to increase funding, id be the happiest person in the world...
I spent time editing a proposal I dont even believe in. I dont believe in it because I know it will bounce abd yet I know I wud have to be cruel to stop it from bouncing...So do I send it in, pray it goes smoothly but say " I told you so" if it does bounce, or cut the budget knowing my boss will be fine and yet have my dear club curse at the unfairness? Which one is more impt to me? If work is more impt, then what is my purpose here? If the club is my importance...then maybe this isnt the right job....
Its seriously wrong to have pple come in for the wrong reason...or rather..keep coming in for the wrong reason..and I want to change that...but part of me is asking how and why.
I want to dosomething I believe in and not always have to fight between both...
Now I know how Jimmy feels....He scolds us and feel bad about it and cant sleep at night
well..Im sorry...Duai Bu Qi...Gomenasai...and in all other version that I dont even know...
Oh well....life is never fair....
God Bless
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