Miss you

I'm always missing someone and its annoying hahaha

Bloody distracting actually..hahaha but yet the time I spend with this person makes me happy.

It's a pity that we don't meet every day but that would make me a stalker wouldnt it. :/

Im reminded by how absolutely possessive I could get and if I was on the receiving end of my madness, I would probably not like myself at all. Hahahhaa

I had a dream yesterday that for a moment, my ex and I got back together. I dont think its got to do with me loving him again..its more that inside, I was missing the kind of closeness that we had and the love I felt from him and the love I gave to him. Both completing the chain.
Till now, I dont know if whatever I did, how I acted, made me a good or bad partner but I guess I will never know hahahaha.

All i know is that (whilst recovering from that dream) being loved and being able to love in return are both important in this love connection. Just like how important it is for us to even know if we did like each other, it is as important to give each other and equal avenue to love and care for each other. Instead of there having to be a stronger side that will weather any disaster/turmoil that comes along the way. There is no President or Vice President in this..there is only partners-in-crime

Oh well...such is life isnt it?

God Bless

New students, new blood, new leaders, renewed satisfaction

Seeing my students at their respective booths, garnering new members, performing well onstage and working together....I feel that warm fuzzy feeling inside..abit of joy, bit of pride, bit of hope and bit of satisfaction when I see them come together...

When I see them learn something... when I see their hardwork pay off..

Im super thankful for these monkeys aka students aka children of mine who...make me love them. of course, I love them too much...

Im thankful of the people I have met in my life. Especially the ones who stayed and mean more to me than acquaintances. Those who know me and accept me for who I am despite me being an irritating bitch...

In turn they annoy me and I can only deal with them the best way I know how, with a smirk. Cause I can't stay annoyed with them and I love them so much hat it becomes endearing.

Oh Well...

God Bless