Tuesday, July 29, 2008

headache...again

I feel a little caveman running in my brain..doing a rain dance..

Back in sch today frm yesterday's headache and puking. Hope today isnt the same because I really plan to keep my food where it belongs....in my stomach.

Been eating this sweet, Qra Qra..turned to the nutritional facts...its got stuff taken from pork skin!!! Geez! Im fine w it but I think I'll advise all muslim friends to think again man! If this prok skin is what Im thinking it is and not a scientific name for a plant etc..isnt it supposed to be pig skin then? Product of Taiwan...Did i also mention that it has a picture of a kangaroo with a crown, hopping around?

My headache is growing again and I hope it doesnt bloom into a full fledged cranium attack... :P

If i feel like puking again today, I will go home early.

My ISC had their camp last weekend. I think they've finally learnt to stand on their own. Its a bitter sweet issue because I know the more they depend on themselves...the more they they wont need to consult me and the less I can do for them..the less I feel close to them.
Or thats how I feel now. Maybe soon the Ning Jie thing will fade.. sad
BUT i know that them being independent is a MUST for them to survive in this environment.
I love them loads really..and hope that through all their obstacles...they will learn.
God, please keep your guiding hand over them.

God Bless

Monday, July 21, 2008

pics i love...

A weekend of rest!

Yep I was on that!


Adam's Family

Beverly Hills 90210 (indomalay version)
Life is good if only you will have the faith in God to carry you through. Every single one of those in those pictures made my life colourful so never underestimate a friend's presence. The appreciation might not be felt on the spot...but it will definitely be felt after it.

God Bless

Monday, July 14, 2008

Lunch munch crunch

at the office now..its lunchtime I know but its okay.

Sat was tiring but sun was lazy heheheheh so Im officially not living for now :)
Nonttheless I do wanna find things to do so what shud I do....last ngith took out my roller blades nad started cleaning them. finally boght my knee guards too...think i learnt too many lessons...

So....planning to take leave this week end and 2 weeks later...abit of refelcting to do...

While Im at it..so gotta show off the wonderful blogs my clubs did...its all ont he left of my blog..SPARC, Comperes, ISC etc... really fun!

God Bless

Thursday, July 10, 2008

MAnahmanah!

this month im on a plateau. Bit lost as to how I wanna improve my life....what life ah?

My God! I feel like I need to take 2 days off to walk around or hang somewhere or chill and think about what I want to do in life..start taking strategic steps to end up at where I wanna be...like I need to do character analysis to find out what kind of a human I am... :/

Had a chat with my student as we went home together...and she is in a situation as I was when I was nearing my 3rd year studies in SP. She doesnt know what she can do or what she wants to do in the media & comm line....
No wonder she looked tired and stressed.

For the past few days, ahve been w my ISC...eveyrtime I do this..feel abit gulity that I dont spend as much time as I do with SPSE, SPG, Jazz band, Bagpipers etc...MAC..etc

Gonna start looking at podcasts hahah just to get a feel at doing all this online talking...

Hmmm

God Bless

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

July is now

Alot of things happening and Im the only one standing. Things getting less packed so Im getting more air...

Went to the zoo w my juniors..time i got abit of bonding done w them. We did weird stuff like squeezing into a cage...

Think life for me has gotten more out of hand..either that or too mundane hahaha I know I want a change but I'm not too sure how far I wanna go with this.

Spoke to God about this and told him how I felt like I wanna go further but I dont know whether I can make it...and not to mention that I dont have the money to do anything.
God said: you have my inheritance..how can you not have enough money?
I : but how do I tap into it God?
God: ask and ye shall receive.

So I thought about what I wanted to do w my life....and radio always comes in...hosting always comes in...then dancing and singing and playing an intrument...all needing money..

Yet God once again impressed in my heart...If i promise you the blessings according to my inheritance in heaven (which is limitless) then how can you ever be poor? Or is it that you are not ready to take the inheritance?

As I walked out of church the last sunday, one of the churchgoers was behind talking loudly to a person on the phone abt betting Spain's win. I thought to myself...if God has given us his inheritance....then why do they still go around betting?

Yet here I am stuck...emotionally stuck with my current lifestyle of late nights and sleepy mornings...always saying I wanna try something new but not knowing what to do...

Oh well..time for food.

God Bless