Sonal and I finished watching Dil Bole Hadippa by 12 midnight and went to sleep. Sadly, the mosquito had to plague me. Was bitten at least 3 times! So itchy!
So in conclusion, I didnt sleep much last night. Woke up for school at 4am SG time...aarrgghhhh
Sooooo sleepppyyy!
Feeling really bad that I cant spend as much time w Sonal...because of Welcome event...
Im still missing home...I miss the people..miss farmily..miss my other sisters and brothers...
Cant wait for sat and sunday to get more rest... :/
God Bless
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Monday, January 30, 2012
things i really would want to say...
To someone:
Miss you. Really miss you. Its bad that I feel like I want to msg u every day. Because I know nothing will work out between us. I know because given the circumstances, I wont let it happen. But nothing stops me from having feelings for you. So unfortunatly while I do wish I could express my feelings, I cant. But I will be there for you. At least I will try to. U are such a talented person that Im in awe at times..but at hte same time, slightly jealous...grr And the bit that i like most abt u, ur such a kid...and u make me laugh. All i can say then is... oh well... still love you.
To 2 of you:
I dont know how u guys got together. whatever it is, both of you need to work it out. for my sake. let me just say that its time u guys thought of your own welfare.
To someone:
Im sorry in advance. What you saw is not really who I am. In fact I will feel bad in dissappointing you. I am the introverted girl next door who would trade heels for flip flops any day. Or letting my hair down and putting my glasses on as opposed to putting on makeup and crinkling my hair...
I am super lame...Im not prim and proper. I dont watch my words and I dont watch my ettiquette.
If ur expecting to get to know a gorgeous girl whom u can call yours and show off. Not meaning to make u sound bad... then Im not the one... And Im sorry..
To someone:
U didnt even come to say hi! U didnt even ask to meet up. Or was I being unreasonable by expecting you to contact me? No matter how long, I still do care for you. Which sucks because it hurts. I will always treat u as a brother, a friend. Evven though its hard for us to talk to each other now...hopefully some day, we would be able to sit down and talk like old best friends again. I will always love you. Thank you for making me who I am...
God Bless
Miss you. Really miss you. Its bad that I feel like I want to msg u every day. Because I know nothing will work out between us. I know because given the circumstances, I wont let it happen. But nothing stops me from having feelings for you. So unfortunatly while I do wish I could express my feelings, I cant. But I will be there for you. At least I will try to. U are such a talented person that Im in awe at times..but at hte same time, slightly jealous...grr And the bit that i like most abt u, ur such a kid...and u make me laugh. All i can say then is... oh well... still love you.
To 2 of you:
I dont know how u guys got together. whatever it is, both of you need to work it out. for my sake. let me just say that its time u guys thought of your own welfare.
To someone:
Im sorry in advance. What you saw is not really who I am. In fact I will feel bad in dissappointing you. I am the introverted girl next door who would trade heels for flip flops any day. Or letting my hair down and putting my glasses on as opposed to putting on makeup and crinkling my hair...
I am super lame...Im not prim and proper. I dont watch my words and I dont watch my ettiquette.
If ur expecting to get to know a gorgeous girl whom u can call yours and show off. Not meaning to make u sound bad... then Im not the one... And Im sorry..
To someone:
U didnt even come to say hi! U didnt even ask to meet up. Or was I being unreasonable by expecting you to contact me? No matter how long, I still do care for you. Which sucks because it hurts. I will always treat u as a brother, a friend. Evven though its hard for us to talk to each other now...hopefully some day, we would be able to sit down and talk like old best friends again. I will always love you. Thank you for making me who I am...
God Bless
Back...
Maybe because I had so much fun in SG, I miss home alot more. Thank God for my friend Sonal who kept me company through to the first day of school.
Both of us are so similar that its crazy!. Will miss her when she leaves on wed. :(
Still suffering from time zone diff :( Sooo sleepy...shit..
Still missing a bunch of people whom I have to undergo withdrawal from... sucks that i miss em so much.
God Bless
Ning
Both of us are so similar that its crazy!. Will miss her when she leaves on wed. :(
Still suffering from time zone diff :( Sooo sleepy...shit..
Still missing a bunch of people whom I have to undergo withdrawal from... sucks that i miss em so much.
God Bless
Ning
Saturday, January 28, 2012
before i fly...
counting down less than 10hrs to lift off...
Im sad.
Just when ive gotten myself updated with all the happenings, I have to leave again.
But there are a few things Im happy for because of this trip...
1) be a part of Cal's wedding
2) get to practice what I learnt
3) get to host in Esplanade again
4) get to show my song and have it appreciated and recorded
5) get to catch up w students
6) get to meet my sec sch teachers
7) get to meet my family!!! esp my niece and nephews
8) get to eat bah kwa and carrot cake and kway chap etc
9) get to jam with Wan and gang
10) get to observe wicked
11) get to meet up w farmily
This trip was so fruitful that Im quite reluctant to leave... in fact I really appreciate all thats happened while Im back. Dont know if i will cry tomorrow..or rather..later today... Hope not...
Sydney is a nice place..but it doesnt feel like home to me..not yet. I do miss sonal. And I do wanna meet up with her and tell her everything...
Honestly, this trip has given me much to think about. it was at times an emotional roller coaster....
At times, it has brought out my emo side..at times, it just made me act like an excited school girl. At times it makes me feel like i could do everything/anything...at times it makes me feel useless...
Im thankful that i had time to strengthen friendships with people whom matter alot to me...pple like Janice, Wandi, Calista, Neetz, Naz etc.
K anyway I need to stop babbling :/ time to rest...
Goodnight SG. later today, i will leave you for SYD again. But as the song goes...This Is Where Id Rather Be....
God Bless
Im sad.
Just when ive gotten myself updated with all the happenings, I have to leave again.
But there are a few things Im happy for because of this trip...
1) be a part of Cal's wedding
2) get to practice what I learnt
3) get to host in Esplanade again
4) get to show my song and have it appreciated and recorded
5) get to catch up w students
6) get to meet my sec sch teachers
7) get to meet my family!!! esp my niece and nephews
8) get to eat bah kwa and carrot cake and kway chap etc
9) get to jam with Wan and gang
10) get to observe wicked
11) get to meet up w farmily
This trip was so fruitful that Im quite reluctant to leave... in fact I really appreciate all thats happened while Im back. Dont know if i will cry tomorrow..or rather..later today... Hope not...
Sydney is a nice place..but it doesnt feel like home to me..not yet. I do miss sonal. And I do wanna meet up with her and tell her everything...
Honestly, this trip has given me much to think about. it was at times an emotional roller coaster....
At times, it has brought out my emo side..at times, it just made me act like an excited school girl. At times it makes me feel like i could do everything/anything...at times it makes me feel useless...
Im thankful that i had time to strengthen friendships with people whom matter alot to me...pple like Janice, Wandi, Calista, Neetz, Naz etc.
K anyway I need to stop babbling :/ time to rest...
Goodnight SG. later today, i will leave you for SYD again. But as the song goes...This Is Where Id Rather Be....
God Bless
Thursday, January 19, 2012
reflections for these 2 months
My holiday is coming to an end in 9 days. At Esplanade now for an event.
The past 2 months have been awesome :) I had to go back to work but it was good too because that means that I can see my student. Its an awesome feeling when they realize that Im back and come over to say hi. hugs even. Miss that feeling.
Miss my clubs too :) This time I can take a step back and be the "friend" as opposed to "officer"
While 2 months seems like a long time, it really felt like a short time. so many people I needed to meet and alot of htem I wanted to meet more than once. Like my clubs, my family, Wandi, my Farmily etc.
Also had the chance to help out in Open House, String Ensemble Concert, Capoeira Performance etc. All of which I constantly learn to improve. Thanks to people like Wandi who constantly reminds me to not be slacked... Last person I wanna piss off and upset is Wandi because I respect him too much :)
Also glad that I could meet with Farmily. Despite how Ian isnt around. It feels soo much like home to be with at least one of the brothers :) Love them to bits. And also really happy that he is happily with his gf. Love them to bits.
I glad I got this chance to meet my cousins and my nephews and nieces. Its awesome to see hte growth of hte next generation. :)
I dont know if my 1st few days back in sydney will be sad...withdrawal syndrome.. :(
Okay anyway, theres sooo much more I want to say but im at esplanade, preparing for show tonight.
The past 2 months have been awesome :) I had to go back to work but it was good too because that means that I can see my student. Its an awesome feeling when they realize that Im back and come over to say hi. hugs even. Miss that feeling.
Miss my clubs too :) This time I can take a step back and be the "friend" as opposed to "officer"
While 2 months seems like a long time, it really felt like a short time. so many people I needed to meet and alot of htem I wanted to meet more than once. Like my clubs, my family, Wandi, my Farmily etc.
Also had the chance to help out in Open House, String Ensemble Concert, Capoeira Performance etc. All of which I constantly learn to improve. Thanks to people like Wandi who constantly reminds me to not be slacked... Last person I wanna piss off and upset is Wandi because I respect him too much :)
Also glad that I could meet with Farmily. Despite how Ian isnt around. It feels soo much like home to be with at least one of the brothers :) Love them to bits. And also really happy that he is happily with his gf. Love them to bits.
I glad I got this chance to meet my cousins and my nephews and nieces. Its awesome to see hte growth of hte next generation. :)
I dont know if my 1st few days back in sydney will be sad...withdrawal syndrome.. :(
Okay anyway, theres sooo much more I want to say but im at esplanade, preparing for show tonight.
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