Wednesday, July 28, 2010

*limp*

Satan throws a cheap blow in my direction....my right knee.

Was walking home yesterday when my knee suddenly began to hurt....

Now I have a prob climbing down stairs...

And after the lunchshow that went on just now...I have a bigger pain..cant bend my knee fully...

Hmm this is getting on my nerves...I need my knee to get better...

God Bless

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Faith...

Needless to say..there is a disturbance in the force...

Im not gonna let the dissappointment and fear get to me because I want to believe that God will rule over this situation. I dont wanna lose hope.

I know we cried about it in my office before but I don't wanna go to that state anymore.

Im gonna believe in God's wisdom and favour for me when I deal with my students and that God will work in their hearts too to make the club stronger.

I will believe that God's glory will shine in the success of the clubs too.

God Bless

Friday, July 23, 2010

TADA! Healed!

Arm is okay, leg is okay..now just gotta wait for another crazy day!

Its friday and that ups my *happy* scale to MAX!

Been having really weird dreams for the past few days man! Dreamt 1 of my club presidents started smoking...dreamt that our dept was to organize the entire NDP, dreamt Sam used a laser to vandalise the Spore flag...geez.. Sorry sam. :P

For those who dnt know. I did eventually get myself an itouch. :D

God BLess

Monday, July 19, 2010

Pain....

For the past 2 weeks I hurt my arm and leg.

Both from "trying" to swim...

..really tired now because of the pain that kept me up for the whole night. Groggy. But nvm..my God is always providing healing for me and I believe that even by today..there will be a super speedy recovery!

Still need to learn how to swim and I forsee that I will be discovering mroe muscles in my body..so more cramps and aches and pains will appear soon. Oh well. :) no pain no gain at times

Watched Sachoom on sat..really cool lights lah! red, pink, purple, gold, blue, turquoise!
Nice effects! Also makes me wanna dance..shit...

Sorry if I havn't been blogging much coz I havnt had much to blog abt...
nothing much has been happening in life thats worth updating..

God Bless!

Wednesday, July 07, 2010

good compere? what is a good compere?

i think even till now..Im battling with this same qn...
what is a good compere?
- one who has the stage presence (he gets people's attention)
- one who knows what he's saying
- one who has a good voice that can command others attention
- confidence in voice tone, projection,
- has an attractive character
- is fast in picking up cues or information
- is has a sense of humour and dares to try new things
- is resourceful enough to have tricks up his sleeve when time is needed

Seems so darn simple buts its so definitely not! inside every criteria..there is a whole web of small criterias needed to fulfill it.
And how to train each student to meet those criterias...

God Bless

Places that I can feel at peace...

Everybody needs a place to feel relaxed and at peace with oneself...I hope you have a place like that.. :)
Anyway..in the light of the busy period...been hoping to get a few days off to get some extra "peace" into my system. I had in mind a few places to go and somehow these places immediately struck a "peaceful chord" in me.
- sentosa beach
- church
- starbucks
- roof top of some high building
- carpark top

:) I guess its good to get away for awhile with yourself...reflect on how your life has been and see if you need to make new resolutions/committements/opinions...afterall you should be living life...not life living you.

God bless

Tuesday, July 06, 2010

Im sorry if I cant save you at the end of the day...

You know those movies where the guy saves the damsel in distress and they're close to living happily ever after when suddenly the *supposedly dead* villan grabs a weapon from *somewhere* and shoots..thist ime the damsel gets in the line of fire and dies...leaving the hero grieving and feeling guilty that he had brought this girl out from *wherever it is she came from* only to have her die in his arms...

i feel like that now...not the damsel...more of the incidental hero...the one who thought they cud heal the world...only to see things around them not working as well as expected...

im sorry if att he end of the day...I cant save you...maybe Im really not suited to be a super hero...maybe i messed things up so bad..things will ricochet back and hit us all in the head...and as the movie goes...I wud rather it be me down than u..

The emo me was on a rampage for awhile..but im back so no worries yah. God will keep me safe.

Monday, July 05, 2010

Maybe Im too excited...

I've gotten into an excited mood thinking of the possibility of going to Australia to study.

I dnt know if its just me or God's given peace that I would be so positive enough to even start thinking abt how I wud have to live in australia..eg: how to save..what to bring..what to do etc...

I sorta have to remind myself that thigns arent confirmed...

I know I wanna trust God for it. I want to just step forth when it time..try my best..BUT leave the rest to God because its worthless to worry. Im also gonna hold on to this dream with a loose hand..loose enough to let go easily if its not meant to be..but firm enough to hold on if I still can...
If all else works..i might not be in SP in next march..hmm will miss everyone..


God bless

Time flies

Met up w SUlaiman, Shahid and Vanessa recently. ts been such a long while and thanks to God, we always managed to bump into each other once in awhile when I think of them.

Bumped into Shahid and Sulaiman at NAFA and manged to get their contacts.

Anyway...I finally got down to planning a small gathering for hte 4 of us. Simple meal...Popeyes at Toa Payoh Central.

Its really endearing to see the smallest of us 4, Shahid grow up into a charming guy! All of us past our 20yrs.
Its also very awakening!

After dinner we went to watch Toy Story 3. :) By popular demand. I decided that Id watch it again because it was the company and not the show that I valued.

We're hopping to have another gathering in Westlake. Not too late coz we'll get chased off by guards..also..not much place to sit hahaha but Westlake is a place of many memories so why not. :)

Hmmm Yes time flies..but no matter how far it flies...its always good to know that u got a piece of history w u. IE: friends

God bless