This year, is truly a new year where I am a freelancer. It's been 8 months since I left SP and honestly I am relieved to have left. Lesser people to worry about and now I have to worry more about myself. I'm also very thankful that the last 8 months have been full of opportunities that I can not believe that I had. The question this year is whether the opportunities will keep coming.
Also, what direction am I going to take? Emcee? Technical Theatre? Crochet? Sewing?
The world has too many possibilities but it is also very scary.
The next question is also about my life stage... what now? Conversion? Marriage?
I also have been wondering whether I do have some form of childhood trauma... that is affecting me subconsciously... meaning, i dont see it but everybodyelse sees it.
Lastly, I know my passion for youth is still there but do I really still want to engage them? Especially after finally getting out of the previous workplace?
So many questions and honestly i havnt given myself hte time and day to truly reflect and find an answer... or maybe that no matter how i think, its always just been thinking... dammit.
Time to put into action...
