The good men suffer...

So recently, I met up with an old friend. One of my brothers in Comperes. At that moment where we knew each other, we were (in my opinion) such a close bunch of people. :) We were like a family of crazy ass people.

Then people started moving away..we were busy with our studies, work and family etc. some of us went overseas..

Now that most of us are back, meeting up with this friend was like meeting a new friend all over again...

I learnt quickly that he had his share of dark years... the kind of dark years that nobody should ever have. Yet 4 of my closest guy friends (including him) have had this same dark experience...

The girls that these 4 guys had, have in a way or another screwed these men up that they have become quiet and (whether they believe it or not) scared... and these guys are the nicest guys I've known. Mature, wise, full of fun :/

My 4 friends have become people who wont pin hopes on long lasting relationships...lost hope for love...Now, they distance themselves from love.....when they would make the best boyfriends to any lucky girl...
Why did something have to happen to the 4 nicest guys I know....
Girls, what were you thinking?!?! Why did you not treasure the 4 most amazing and stable guys?
Now you've gone and broken them... Thanks alot for nothing...
Thankfully they are mature enough to not turn 180 degrees and become playboys...

As for me, maybe one day I will find my own.....and hopefully he will be someone like any of these 4.

God Bless

Ups and downs

So these few days, I had bit too much anger in me. Stuff happened in school that made me want to shout at some students and I had all these strong punchlines to deliver...

When i finally got down to doing it, I didn't shout or scream. But i felt more disappointment than anything... But after hearing them speak, I felt bit of hope. And I dont think anyone can blame me for still being sceptical about how much they can change or achieve..because seriously..after being disappointed for so long...

Anyway, Im relieved that my club is on the road to recovering. lets hope that they can stick to that path... if they do, then they are on the verge of improving. And i will finally see them in the golden age.

On other news, Ive become fitter now. been doing lots more physical fitness so slowly toning up and losing just that annoying bit of weight. bit more zumba, stair climbing, swimming etc. I can do this shit!!! Gotta thank the colleagues and Saad for the support hahaha Oh rock climbing too!

I've recently also made new friends. 2 chinese sound guys who have been helping at our school events. No they are not from china. They are just normal singaporean guys who talk a lot of nonsense and basically have fun. Think they sensed that I wasn't too happy and invited me down to have some dessert.

Also recently reunited with an old poly friend. Julian. Amazing indian guy who never grows old! still looks like how he was but w a goatee hahahaha

And recently, I finally learnt how to cycle!!! WWWOoooooo! FINALLY!!!
Did 1 lap of East Coast from start to end. Was good even though I was soon ready to swear at pedestrians. LOL

So in essence, life is good! Life goals and achievements are being ticked off :)

GodBless