the last weekend before things get abit hectic

Gonna have abit of fun this weekend to wind down before the real hectic schedule starts...
I've had a few small wins this week and it's given me confidence. :)
My director loves the sound design Ive done so far...
Also I managed to repair 2 of my damaged earphones :) With abit of soldering magic and patience I did it! :)
Next up I will start doing my minijack to TS jacks :)
Weirdly enough, there is much satisfaction to be gained from all this soldering. Reminds em of how I tried to take apart and put together my clock when I was a kid. :) love it!

That aside, I've booked my tickets back to SG. 18 november.
Can't wait but at the same time I wonder how Id feel on the week before I leave...would I miss this place more than expected? Hmm

God Bless

Okay come on! Let's finish this up well!

Into my last term. Doing sound design and that is exciting but nerve wrecking... :/ I know I willg et through this and as well as I can. I will not let laziness get me down!

I can do this!

Like the little train engine who thought he coudl and thought he could and thought he could and DID. :)

Ning

August

Been in STC doing lighting. before that, CODA.
All is going pretty well.
Part of me is itching tog et home and start applying what ive learnt. Apparently the new audi is done with new sound and lx desk. Can't wait. made lists!
its my last 3 months here...
Had numerous dreams of being back in SP with students.
Can't believe that time has flown so fast!

I still dont know if i will miss sydney... i know I will miss some people here...

through these few weeks, ive awoken to a realization as well that there is soo much that i havnt done in life. dreams that Ive let slip away... and Im gonna set myself goals to not give up on them..slowly I will fulfill them...hopefully within the coming 2 years.. coz tie is of hte essence and its running away from me...

its time...

Had fun the past 2 days exploring Sydney city.. today I walked into JB hifi and saw a 5 channel mixer and some mice...somewhere a new urge to record and sing etc came up. I think it might be time to write songs again... and this time..maybe do my own tune.. cause what i realized is that its abit hard to convey exactly what one wants in the tune to someone else..when teh only one hearing the tune is u...

Time is short...need to write songs quickly...

finally

Production is over and tomorrow is my last day..
while waiting for some things to be signed off and done..my thoughts started exploring and reflecting.

i found myself crying over my auntie again... the short day i had to grieve for her before bump in wasnt enough i guess... especially after looking at her watsapp accnt and Facebook...

All in all, Im tired...