Chance to breath

Thank God for public holidays!

Yesterday was the first day in the venue. Nerve wrecking but I think I survived. :)

Anyway my first chat with sister in months on Skype. Makes me miss her. Its still amazing how we can be similar when I always thought we were very different.

We chatted about family and how "screwed up" our family is. And family history. Amazingly we chatted about it with laughter.

Soo much I didnt know about the family...

I guess some of my guesses were correct...

The more we chat about these things, the more Im glad I have her.

Reminds me that we're all only human...

I guess absence does make the heart fonder..or to be more precise, absence forces people to open up.

Im also reminded that life is such a thin line that if some choices were made, neither of us would be alive. And life would be alot different of either of us wasnt alive.

Times like these, I also realize how fragile our family is...

Do I miss Singapore? I still do. Not necessarily because of SG..but because of my family and friends and because of the memories.

Im in my last month of my last sch term in yr2. I cant believe how quickly time has flown.. After this term, classes will be done with and I can concentrate on secondments. Concentrate on thinking about how to plan my time before going back to SG.

The entire episode about my apartment wasnt nice but it made me realize just how much having my own room/apartment meant to me..something to call my own. Not to say that Im not enjoying the times I spent with friends..but with such a stressful time now, I do need that "own time" with myself.

what a day! wat a day!

So, if my parents read this, they'd scold me and nag at me etc but honestly to be fair, it isnt that big a deal even though I like to complain about it...but dont we all like to exclaim once in awhile? Because we feel like we need the extra love and attention after whats happened to us.

So I locked myself out of the house. Since being in sydney Ive been very careful to not leave without my keys. this is my first time...

I stayed over at a friends place last night and went to my property agent today to get a spare set of keys. The office almost wouldnt give it to me because my name wasnt in the contract? As if i wasnt staying there. then they checked further and found my name on the cover page...apparently im meant to get my agent to do up the paperwork properly! Isnt it the office's business to get their employees to go up their paperwork? Also my agent wasnt there and when her colleague passed me the whole bunch of keys, i realized (upon trying it on my front door) that the new key wasnt included! the same key we had passed to them after we changed the lock!

So tonight I am once again at my friends place because the new key was'nt updated into the bunch of keys...

I quite fed up because of these issues. Its unfair!

Anyway..tomorrow, I go to my property agent again. this time, Im determined to find out what happened to the new key...I dont know what I will do if they dont have it... because if they dont have it, means they lost it. then they should pay for the change of lock..right?

anyway...i just want my place back...my clothes and everyhting is in it... today has been stressful and full of ridiculous personal shit...aarrgghhh

God Bless

OKay Im soooo pissed with myself!!!!! argh

I left my keys at home!!!! never in the 2 years here have I done that! OMG! I wanna kick myself sooo hard that I do a flip!!!! My housemate isnt in sydney and wont be back till weeks later!!! FFFFFFFFF

Im getting so irritated with my shit!!!! Sooo scatterbrained!!!! WTH!!!

back!

Its been a long time since Ive written! Wah!

Anyway, thigns have been good. :) This year has been a stressful but wonderful year so far. I wont want to relive it but I enjoy my time with my casts and company. :) No im not the one in charge of all of them.

Now, Im a DSM for a production. loving my cast, loving my director and assistant directors etc and my production team. :)

In a matter of weeks, I will be done with year 2 and will proceed straight into secondments.

I thought to myself that I wont be going back to SG this year. because this time is valuable for me to learn all I can from Sydney!

Im targetting the companies that cant be found in SG.

Other than that, interesting things like losing my mac, my housemate losing her house keys, me changing the house lock, our kitchen light going off etc

Yap!

ALso had a chance to spend quality time with Naz when she came over and we both went to Gold Coast :) Miss her. When she left for SG, I teared at the airport...

While at Gold Coast, I did a half a day trip to Brisbane to see Vanessa (cheerleaders) and Sharon (comperes). Its really good to have friends in unfamiliar places.

I realize Ive changed abit. My temperament, my level of patience, my ability to decipher people etc...

This place has truly changed me. I hope its for the good.

I guess you can also argue that it has brought out the real me? the me I have hidden from myself? Hmmm

Truly this year has been a whirlwind!

K meeting Bradley for a long walk now. More later.

God Bless