sick, party, reality check

Been sick the past few days. All started with a sore throat that grew into a monster of a fever, headache and running nose etc. That coupled by some smelly nonsense in school and that made my thursday quite shit. I took leave on friday...

But saturday was like a dream... us sistas heading to a yacht for a sista's birthday, playing music that pleased the crowd and decking up the place with simple buntings.. Feeling the wind in my face as we ride the waves... and thought back on when it was that Id last sat a boat like that... realising that it was my ex who put us on a bumboat ride around the Singapore river hahahaha because he had no money to out us on a yacht or cruise ship hahaha. Dont worry Im not being emotional. Its all past now.
In fact, if anything at all, Im happy that I managed to enjoy this yachting experience with my sistas! And that the birthday girl is happy with the surprise.

Im thankful that I was healthy enough to go and help despite knowing that i was perspiring abit more than usual just hanging buntings and that I wasn't in my most alert of minds..One of those out of body experiences..

I proved that i was an indian by my song selections. It would have made Sonal and Puneet proud too.
All the hindi songs and bhangra etc

We had the best time last night. :)

Then as I lay down on my bed last night... I realised that Im so glad I have this bunch of friends...none of them are chinese actually...my best friends are mostly Indian. My farmily is chinese yes but more western... and like Puneet said, I was one in a million. My character is so unique that I'm the centrespace between the cultures that actually appreciates the best of all the worlds.
Thats me...and Maybe being one in a million isn't that good a thing anymore...coz its a lot harder to find the other one in million...adding on to the small probability that the next one would be a chinese male.

So as I lay in my bed...i realised that maybe...just maybe..I will be alone in this world. surrounded by amazing friends and family etc. But maybe...this world hasn't made enough oddballs like me.

All I know is that I dot wanna lose my friends...ideally, I want someone who can assimilate into all my groups of friends..especially the ones dearest to me. Coz they are family...