Friday, April 13, 2007

Aaaaahhhhhhhhhhh....finally can sit down

International Students Freshmen Orientation just ended...I had cold sweat... Im soooo happy its done and successful although we had abit of hick ups....but Im soo proud of them for trying so hard! :) Guys you fill my world with soo much colour!

Anyway...I am glad its done successfully, glad its over and glad its friday...Feeling very very very pukey...no joke...feel very bad...

wanted to go makan w my ISC peeps but dunno if i can make it..

gonna walk back to auditorium now...

God Bless...

PS: Thanks Daddy that you gave me such a great bunch of students...that we actually all worked together to put up a good ISFO!

Aaaaahhhhhhhhhhh....finally can sit down

International Students Freshmen Orientation just ended...I had cold sweat... Im soooo happy its done and successful although we had abit of hick ups....but Im soo proud of them for trying so hard! :) Guys you fill my world with soo much colour!

Anyway...I am glad its done successfully, glad its over and glad its friday...Feeling very very very pukey...no joke...feel very bad...

wanted to go makan w my ISC peeps but dunno if i can make it..

gonna walk back to auditorium now...

God Bless...

PS: Thanks Daddy that you gave me such a great bunch of students...that we actually all worked together to put up a good ISFO!

Thursday, April 12, 2007

I need to blog again...

Spent this mon and tues at ubin...on course...Youth Expedition Project leader course...

few things I reflected by the end of that trip
- dont take my toilet for granted
- repect those who can tahan living in a place with armies of mosquitoes and not wearing a shirt

I was so scared of mozzies that I covered my face the whole night I slept...I almost suffocated but who cares..so long as they dont bite my face and arms and everything. I coacooned myself in the sleeping bag...

Believe it or not..we had chocolate fondue for dessert during the camp (house of wooden planks w cobwebs and flies's wings hanging around the place) how? Matt got to excited with the idea of a camp and having a sumptious dinner there. In the end..Dinner Menu: Spaghetti Bolagnaise, chocolate fondue... Thanks Matt!

I'll admit the stay wasnt too bad..only because we had each other to be with..if it was a solo stay...I'll cry...Had the little stuffed key chain my sis gave me...an "ugly doll" :)

ISFO is tomorrow...Im getting very nervous coz I have to talk to them and its the time of reckoning.... :/ I know my students have been working very very hard for this and Im soooo proud of them. I really hope this event goes well coz it deserves to go well. If it doesnt I know I'll be dissappointed ...mostly with myself coz Im supposed to be the advisor...but I also know that while I feel this way...I must also tell myself and them that given everything...I still think it was a good effort..I think all those who helped...deserve a VERY BIG pat on the back and HUG!

LOVE THEM!

just wondering that if one day I had to give them up...it wud be sad coz I wud miss working with them and it wud be up to them and their new officer to sustaint he club...but personally...it wud be a chance for me to work with other clubs....pros and cons....cud I have both? :/

K anyway...I love you guys!

God Bless!

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Blog!

Geez dont know where to start! My HP is crazy again so I cant receive calls...

For the previous days have been on course for Youth Expedition Projects..meaning when Im done w this I can lead students to overseas comm service projects..plan to go back to Medan!
During the whole lesson, I was brought back to my own OCS trip to china...5 years ago...5 YEARS! Its been a damn long time lah!But so mnay memories are still crystal clear...even my proj leader was at the course and we refered to our trip alot! :)

Had a super busy enrolment period last week and my students have done me soo proud by being a good example to even the local students. Im losing faith in my local students...not all are bad but the majority lack the basic streetsmart and responsible character... The planning of ISFO has been crazy and often scary but Im glad all is falling into place..I feel bad having my students chase me for stuff..but Im sooo proud of the taking the initiative..I hope that they learn fromt his maj event and fromt here step up to form bigger and better events! AMEN!

God has been my sourceof strength..been reading book of job. trying to gain the strength and conviction job has and win my spiritual battles man! Soo many freaking battles coming my way... clearing my financial stuff and having a colleague sick, loads of unforseen hurdles at work and dissappointments... Yet you know what I realize? that I do have favour from God who makes me favourable in other's eyes too...God has granted me more money to provide for my ISC..a favour I cud not believe my eyes in. My Daddy in heaven obviously heard my prayers!
While I suffer from satan's strikes? I know my daddy still protects me and blesses me...and while doing so, I will be able to in turn bless those around me... AMEN

I believe that the more I glorify God, the more He will make my path straight..even when I dont..and get lost in the midst of work...He still walks by me and makes my road walkable..tolerable...
Yay though i walk in the valley of the shadow of death..I shall fear no evil, for thou art with me...........your rod, your staff, they comfort me. :)

Im also very proud of my comperes for taking the 2nd step to improve their skills. I also got a chance to host the King & I press conference and it was great! Woohooo! I guess this sorta made me feel like going into all this hosting stuff again... :) and maybe radio...dunno...

Heard from someone..maybe pastor joshua...that sometimes we have to take a BIG detour to get to where we wanted to go it eh 1st place. Something like..."so near yet so far" theory...having seen your dream..yet having to go another way..and spend some time somewhere else before having a chance to get back to that dream. Maybe thats how Im going? Of Course...it also related to me on other issues in my life...issues that I wont face now but everyone else seems to be pushing me and advising me to move towards....towards getting someone to love...I still believe God has the person in mind...detour or not..Im not sure..but i know..He has the person in mind... :) so dont worry abt that!

K gotta ciao! stayed in Mc D's too long!

God BLess!

Monday, April 02, 2007

Bloggy blog blog

On course today...

Had loads to blog during the weekend but cudnt get down to doing it and since I cant do it now either. it will be in instalments

1st things 1st, had a scary session w 1 of my bros hahaha who weird as he already is, interrogated me about my life..what I like to do etc, whats happening in my life...truth is Im not too sure myself so it was a long interrogation really...but I remember myself thinking like that as well...asking myself such questions, ....Ive changed...Ive seriously changed into someone who never looks further than her own pile of work...

Went rollerblading on sat...felt real good man..legs abit sore though but I hadnt ben to east coast for a long time and going there on a good weather's day ... :)

Anyway..gonna run..

God Bless!