Shout out to Josh! Wow! You finally stumbled onto my blog! Hahahah good for you! Wahahahah yah just kidding
Today, rushed down to auntie's office to return her stuff. cost me a half day leave but I can finally sigh a big sigh of relief. :) Its fun to walk from Bugis to arab Street :P
Went down to WorldVision and did abit fo donating. bought a shirt, a towel and a bear (for my colleague) Why? Been wanting to do it for awhile..just never got down to doing it. In fact, finally getting down to something feels good! Saw Terrence Chao in the office (World Vision) Apparently...abit of shooting going on. :) Cool? Emm okay lah..He's an old fart. I wont go ga ga over him! maybe Sean Connery hahahahahah
Work was tight..been getting a fwe mistakes..as usual, feel bad abt em but I keep telling myself that Im ok. God is with me! :)
Somehow, I seem to have gotten myself into abit of shit..the same old shit but dont worry, God has given me willpower. :) Felt good to go to church yesterday. sorta feels like Im back on the right track...not going to church, is like egtting lost? Going yesterday made me steer myself int he right way for the rest of the week. Abit weak huh..Im still learning yah. :P Im gonna get myself baptised soon....end Aug (yah its been postponed) Cant wait....
BTW, those of you who are on abt WOMAD, let me know..planning to get tixs soon. :P
Cant remeebr what else wanted to say..one of those silly thought in my head again..why this? why that? If this. If that.... Haiz....think some more lah Ning! Think till ur head swells! Hahahaha
K shall end here peeps!
GOD BLESS!
Monday, July 31, 2006
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Old Newsflash!
Im officially not the main lead..ie Im not the main actress for my lead role, Ive become the understudy. and a boo hoo boo hoo.
Dont worry about it man, Im okay. In fact, I think in the past year, God has made me so resilient and brave that I would brave a dissappointment in Spore Idol and even this. What I value most in this whole event..is the ability to work with Jimmy and with Babes. :P That is my source of inspiration and comfort. What more, God knows that certain points of my life, Ive been doubtful and worried about certain things and as I cast my worries to the wind and tell Him that I will leave it in His hands, He has always brought me through it or away from it.
Had a really good fren call me yesterday and ask me if Im okay. He told me that I was a very quiet person. In fact..I could call myself a contradiction hahahahaha Im noisy but everythingelse but my own feelings... I tried to explain to my fren that Im really okay and that even though Im quiet about my feelings, it doesnt necessarily mean Im beating myself inside of crying my heart into pieces or steaming my liver to a well cooked state hahahah Im honestly fine not saying anything... Its amazing really...I dont see how people can tell someone everything they feel....I mean EVERYTHING! Every single thing! How do you finish talking?!?!?! Hahahaha As it turns out, my fren has the same tendency hahah to not talk abt his feelings...I admit..its hard to let yourself out...coz sometimes when you do that, the door stays open..you canty close it and last I wanna do is open the bloody door and not be able to close it and poor my feelings out like a tsunami and end up being dependant on a person for an outlet of sort to say what I feel allt he time. scary? Yep! Once bitten twice shy yah hahahahhaha. BUT, if people ask, I would tell. All it takes is a question! Like they say; Ask and Ye shall receive!
I guess Im an entertainer by heart..like a clown...only prettier and smartier and less self destructive inside. As the saying goes; the saddest person is a clown.. note the irony. I speak what i feel will entertain and humour others..not what I feel.
So Im really fine.
As God has it in his plans, or is it Satan, for the past few days, Ive had thoughts about my ex....wonder why....I cant even remember what sparked it! Is it allt he multi-racial couples walking around? hahaha or....I really dont know hahahaha its not event he couples mind you hahahah I just dont get it hahahaha but amazingly..my ex chooses to sms today hahaha Seems he's leaving early Sept. Hmm Im not happy but Im not devastated hahaha But dont worry peeps, as Ive said, Jesus has given me some of his strength and bravery hahaha (i only say "some" coz He has an infinite amnt of it" Yes my ex cum best bro is leaving...sigh..pity
Been thinking alot abt trivial things hahaha like....if the buddhist people in Spore all burnt their joss paper and sticks and throw hell money everywhere, will a buddhist cleaner get angry when she realizes how much she has to clean? Hahahaha
Been stressed lately coz of work...I think I know what its like to reaching the peak period of my work load...I mean REACHING...the peak would be in Sept..I wont break down..but I will be very tired and down hahahah But Ive got God so what will defeat me? hahahahah He has countlessly cleared my path of problems and I can only uncontrollably smile inside and say, "Thank you Father"
K shall stop here....peace out to my bros and sistas over seas and right here, I love you all, no matter where you are dearies but I would be more than happy if you were in Spore :P
God Bless!!!
Dont worry about it man, Im okay. In fact, I think in the past year, God has made me so resilient and brave that I would brave a dissappointment in Spore Idol and even this. What I value most in this whole event..is the ability to work with Jimmy and with Babes. :P That is my source of inspiration and comfort. What more, God knows that certain points of my life, Ive been doubtful and worried about certain things and as I cast my worries to the wind and tell Him that I will leave it in His hands, He has always brought me through it or away from it.
Had a really good fren call me yesterday and ask me if Im okay. He told me that I was a very quiet person. In fact..I could call myself a contradiction hahahahaha Im noisy but everythingelse but my own feelings... I tried to explain to my fren that Im really okay and that even though Im quiet about my feelings, it doesnt necessarily mean Im beating myself inside of crying my heart into pieces or steaming my liver to a well cooked state hahahah Im honestly fine not saying anything... Its amazing really...I dont see how people can tell someone everything they feel....I mean EVERYTHING! Every single thing! How do you finish talking?!?!?! Hahahaha As it turns out, my fren has the same tendency hahah to not talk abt his feelings...I admit..its hard to let yourself out...coz sometimes when you do that, the door stays open..you canty close it and last I wanna do is open the bloody door and not be able to close it and poor my feelings out like a tsunami and end up being dependant on a person for an outlet of sort to say what I feel allt he time. scary? Yep! Once bitten twice shy yah hahahahhaha. BUT, if people ask, I would tell. All it takes is a question! Like they say; Ask and Ye shall receive!
I guess Im an entertainer by heart..like a clown...only prettier and smartier and less self destructive inside. As the saying goes; the saddest person is a clown.. note the irony. I speak what i feel will entertain and humour others..not what I feel.
So Im really fine.
As God has it in his plans, or is it Satan, for the past few days, Ive had thoughts about my ex....wonder why....I cant even remember what sparked it! Is it allt he multi-racial couples walking around? hahaha or....I really dont know hahahaha its not event he couples mind you hahahah I just dont get it hahahaha but amazingly..my ex chooses to sms today hahaha Seems he's leaving early Sept. Hmm Im not happy but Im not devastated hahaha But dont worry peeps, as Ive said, Jesus has given me some of his strength and bravery hahaha (i only say "some" coz He has an infinite amnt of it" Yes my ex cum best bro is leaving...sigh..pity
Been thinking alot abt trivial things hahaha like....if the buddhist people in Spore all burnt their joss paper and sticks and throw hell money everywhere, will a buddhist cleaner get angry when she realizes how much she has to clean? Hahahaha
Been stressed lately coz of work...I think I know what its like to reaching the peak period of my work load...I mean REACHING...the peak would be in Sept..I wont break down..but I will be very tired and down hahahah But Ive got God so what will defeat me? hahahahah He has countlessly cleared my path of problems and I can only uncontrollably smile inside and say, "Thank you Father"
K shall stop here....peace out to my bros and sistas over seas and right here, I love you all, no matter where you are dearies but I would be more than happy if you were in Spore :P
God Bless!!!
Monday, July 24, 2006
Im dying lah...
Said Id be back and here I am. soo much for last minute cramping. Had to ask my fren for the NYAA Essay qn (go figure) and now Im dying coz its tomorow and myf ren who happily said he'd sms me the qn..is taking his sweet time. Cant get angry coz I was the one who asked for it...haiz...Quick Ning! Kick Yourself! So how? pass up hand written work? Shit...
And auntie's house now...got 2 things to do. Kindermusik and Essay. Since Im stupidly waiting at the PC for my fren to call, I might as well start blogging and pray to God to send a bigger sms to this fren...go figure again what kind of BIG sms...There I go again...me and my temper...sigh...
Stressed? Me? Hmmm...yeah...ala Mt Everest
Work has been eventful...fun to talk to students..work is piling and im slowly making my way through it...given tha I shud have help and I should work a few more mins after work to finish it..I still like the job! So many people ask me why why why I gotta take up a job like this...but come on...Im lovin it! minus mac donalds. So am I good? I'm good!
Thinking of sponsoring a child...might be to much for my minute salary..but God always provides us more than what we give out...As a start I wanna donate to the reecnt disaster victims..but seems to be soo many...Whats happening? Devil on a high? Hmm...Dunno..all considering actually...dont know what to do for now...If any of you guys wanna join me in doanting or sponsring, we could share a kid hahahah (not to be taken in wrong way) in fact..bros are allowed hahaha Geez!
Got a few peeps on my mind now...God has a way of making me suddenly think of them...I guess this could mean something..some sort of a middle sized sms..Im praying for everybody's safety and peace...Thank you Father!
K gotta go...I'll grab a shower and then come back and look at my hp...
K ciao folks! Cant believe you've been reading this wahahahha who paid you? Hehehe k ..........bad joke......................Im so sorry...............................dont leave me.........................pretty please????
God Bless!
And auntie's house now...got 2 things to do. Kindermusik and Essay. Since Im stupidly waiting at the PC for my fren to call, I might as well start blogging and pray to God to send a bigger sms to this fren...go figure again what kind of BIG sms...There I go again...me and my temper...sigh...
Stressed? Me? Hmmm...yeah...ala Mt Everest
Work has been eventful...fun to talk to students..work is piling and im slowly making my way through it...given tha I shud have help and I should work a few more mins after work to finish it..I still like the job! So many people ask me why why why I gotta take up a job like this...but come on...Im lovin it! minus mac donalds. So am I good? I'm good!
Thinking of sponsoring a child...might be to much for my minute salary..but God always provides us more than what we give out...As a start I wanna donate to the reecnt disaster victims..but seems to be soo many...Whats happening? Devil on a high? Hmm...Dunno..all considering actually...dont know what to do for now...If any of you guys wanna join me in doanting or sponsring, we could share a kid hahahah (not to be taken in wrong way) in fact..bros are allowed hahaha Geez!
Got a few peeps on my mind now...God has a way of making me suddenly think of them...I guess this could mean something..some sort of a middle sized sms..Im praying for everybody's safety and peace...Thank you Father!
K gotta go...I'll grab a shower and then come back and look at my hp...
K ciao folks! Cant believe you've been reading this wahahahha who paid you? Hehehe k ..........bad joke......................Im so sorry...............................dont leave me.........................pretty please????
God Bless!
Im dying lah...
Said Id be back and here I am. soo much for last minute cramping. Had to ask my fren for the NYAA Essay qn (go figure) and now Im dying coz its tomorow and myf ren who happily said he'd sms me the qn..is taking his sweet time. Cant get angry coz I was the one who asked for it...haiz...Quick Ning! Kick Yourself! So how? pass up hand written work? Shit...
And auntie's house now...got 2 things to do. Kindermusik and Essay. Since Im stupidly waiting at the PC for my fren to call, I might as well start blogging and pray to God to send a bigger sms to this fren...go figure again what kind of BIG sms...There I go again...me and my temper...sigh...
Stressed? Me? Hmmm...yeah...ala Mt Everest
Work has been eventful...fun to talk to students..work is piling and im slowly making my way through it...given tha I shud have help and I should work a few more mins after work to finish it..I still like the job! So many people ask me why why why I gotta take up a job like this...but come on...Im lovin it! minus mac donalds. So am I good? I'm good!
Thinking of sponsoring a child...might be to much for my minute salary..but God always provides us more than what we give out...As a start I wanna donate to the reecnt disaster victims..but seems to be soo many...Whats happening? Devil on a high? Hmm...Dunno..all considering actually...dont know what to do for now...If any of you guys wanna join me in doanting or sponsring, we could share a kid hahahah (not to be taken in wrong way) in fact..bros are allowed hahaha Geez!
Got a few peeps on my mind now...God has a way of making me suddenly think of them...I guess this could mean something..some sort of a middle sized sms..Im praying for everybody's safety and peace...Thank you Father!
K gotta go...I'll grab a shower and then come back and look at my hp...
K ciao folks! Cant believe you've been reading this wahahahha who paid you? Hehehe k ..........bad joke......................Im so sorry...............................dont leave me.........................pretty please????
God Bless!
And auntie's house now...got 2 things to do. Kindermusik and Essay. Since Im stupidly waiting at the PC for my fren to call, I might as well start blogging and pray to God to send a bigger sms to this fren...go figure again what kind of BIG sms...There I go again...me and my temper...sigh...
Stressed? Me? Hmmm...yeah...ala Mt Everest
Work has been eventful...fun to talk to students..work is piling and im slowly making my way through it...given tha I shud have help and I should work a few more mins after work to finish it..I still like the job! So many people ask me why why why I gotta take up a job like this...but come on...Im lovin it! minus mac donalds. So am I good? I'm good!
Thinking of sponsoring a child...might be to much for my minute salary..but God always provides us more than what we give out...As a start I wanna donate to the reecnt disaster victims..but seems to be soo many...Whats happening? Devil on a high? Hmm...Dunno..all considering actually...dont know what to do for now...If any of you guys wanna join me in doanting or sponsring, we could share a kid hahahah (not to be taken in wrong way) in fact..bros are allowed hahaha Geez!
Got a few peeps on my mind now...God has a way of making me suddenly think of them...I guess this could mean something..some sort of a middle sized sms..Im praying for everybody's safety and peace...Thank you Father!
K gotta go...I'll grab a shower and then come back and look at my hp...
K ciao folks! Cant believe you've been reading this wahahahha who paid you? Hehehe k ..........bad joke......................Im so sorry...............................dont leave me.........................pretty please????
God Bless!
Im dying lah...
Said Id be back and here I am. soo much for last minute cramping. Had to ask my fren for the NYAA Essay qn (go figure) and now Im dying coz its tomorow and myf ren who happily said he'd sms me the qn..is taking his sweet time. Cant get angry coz I was the one who asked for it...haiz...Quick Ning! Kick Yourself! So how? pass up hand written work? Shit...
And auntie's house now...got 2 things to do. Kindermusik and Essay. Since Im stupidly waiting at the PC for my fren to call, I might as well start blogging and pray to God to send a bigger sms to this fren...go figure again what kind of BIG sms...There I go again...me and my temper...sigh...
Stressed? Me? Hmmm...yeah...ala Mt Everest
Work has been eventful...fun to talk to students..work is piling and im slowly making my way through it...given tha I shud have help and I should work a few more mins after work to finish it..I still like the job! So many people ask me why why why I gotta take up a job like this...but come on...Im lovin it! minus mac donalds. So am I good? I'm good!
Thinking of sponsoring a child...might be to much for my minute salary..but God always provides us more than what we give out...As a start I wanna donate to the reecnt disaster victims..but seems to be soo many...Whats happening? Devil on a high? Hmm...Dunno..all considering actually...dont know what to do for now...If any of you guys wanna join me in doanting or sponsring, we could share a kid hahahah (not to be taken in wrong way) in fact..bros are allowed hahaha Geez!
Got a few peeps on my mind now...God has a way of making me suddenly think of them...I guess this could mean something..some sort of a middle sized sms..Im praying for everybody's safety and peace...Thank you Father!
K gotta go...I'll grab a shower and then come back and look at my hp...
K ciao folks! Cant believe you've been reading this wahahahha who paid you? Hehehe k ..........bad joke......................Im so sorry...............................dont leave me.........................pretty please????
God Bless!
And auntie's house now...got 2 things to do. Kindermusik and Essay. Since Im stupidly waiting at the PC for my fren to call, I might as well start blogging and pray to God to send a bigger sms to this fren...go figure again what kind of BIG sms...There I go again...me and my temper...sigh...
Stressed? Me? Hmmm...yeah...ala Mt Everest
Work has been eventful...fun to talk to students..work is piling and im slowly making my way through it...given tha I shud have help and I should work a few more mins after work to finish it..I still like the job! So many people ask me why why why I gotta take up a job like this...but come on...Im lovin it! minus mac donalds. So am I good? I'm good!
Thinking of sponsoring a child...might be to much for my minute salary..but God always provides us more than what we give out...As a start I wanna donate to the reecnt disaster victims..but seems to be soo many...Whats happening? Devil on a high? Hmm...Dunno..all considering actually...dont know what to do for now...If any of you guys wanna join me in doanting or sponsring, we could share a kid hahahah (not to be taken in wrong way) in fact..bros are allowed hahaha Geez!
Got a few peeps on my mind now...God has a way of making me suddenly think of them...I guess this could mean something..some sort of a middle sized sms..Im praying for everybody's safety and peace...Thank you Father!
K gotta go...I'll grab a shower and then come back and look at my hp...
K ciao folks! Cant believe you've been reading this wahahahha who paid you? Hehehe k ..........bad joke......................Im so sorry...............................dont leave me.........................pretty please????
God Bless!
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