Getting there...

So I'm still recovering from the possible loss of a really good friend. Trying not to let my emotions affect our friendship because when it comes to situations like that, I tend to shy away from everyone esp that friend.

And knowing this friend of mine, he does try to find out how I am...but like me, he will give up after awhile.

And if that's so, I will lose a good friend and brother altogether...

Last I want, is to make things akward between us.

To my friend,

Dude, I gotta say that I do love you. And sometimes, more than I should let myself.

I'm sorry that I'm acting this way towards you and others.

I just need time to get my act together and I hope that out of all this, we would still stay as close friends. Because I do value your friendship very much. You are one of those who are still able to make me laugh whilst annoying me and I know that I need that in my life.

Love,

Ning