Am I being too harsh. Am I being unreasonable in making them aim for something they might not even be interested in? Is it too mean?
Should I then be asking them what they want to get out of these 3 years in Comperes? Maybe I shud huh...Maybe I should include that in the camp...I never approved Comperes as just being a club where you are given duties to do...more like a clubt hat loves to crap and hangout and laugh till our tummies hurt..that sorta thing...
But why can't it be like that. Maybe i didnt make myself clear of that...that comperes is mroe than talking...its a lifestyle..hahahah..no..really...it takes alot to be a compere...and unless you really want to be one...ur motivation will be lost in the end....
I want to say all this to comperes.....the urge to say what I feel abt comperes is akin to the same urge I had when I wanted to tell someone abt my love for my ex..last time I mean. The feeling that runs so deep that no matter how deep a well, you cant dig deep enough to get the words for it. Words like exhilirating, exciting, beyond words, insatiable, addictive...is not...enough. :(
My love for these comperes..runs from the love for the profession....
The next round of auditions for comperes...I will not make the same mistake... I will pick the best from the best....I will drill intot hem that committement is as impt as the skills...
God Bless
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Happy V Day to all love birds!
Love is in the air on valentines day! :) Its sweet yet excessively commercial that its making me diabetic hahahaha Nonetheless let all couples be happy together today..even if all other days have been less romantic :)
So I was sick and bored last night. Nothing to do watsoever..had to resort to pleading my sis for some...any..form of entertainment. We ended up watching Dexter on her PC. If some of you see a cartooned kid scientist with a dumbass blond sister, trying to take over the world...at the mention of Dexter...Nope! Its not Dexters Laboratory and like me, you've sorely mistaken. My sis wont stoop so low. On the contrary, Dexter is abt a psychopathic cop who kills other psychopaths! A morbid storyline with a humourous tinge provided by the main character's thoughts. Yes I admit it was interesting....but at the beginning...the thought of not knowing how violent it cud get, I remarked, " Do i have to watch this part?!?!? Eee! Nooooo!"
And that was my encounter. By the 1st episode, my sis said, "k you have a choice..to continue on to the next episode..or to stop here" ...
Ning: k stop here..time to sleep
Amazingly enough...my nose stopped dripping while I watched but the moment i went back to my room...the faucet turned on again....
Im now all better. Took wendy's advice to squeeze 1/2 lemon, add water and down...k I didnt down it...wud have been a grueling experience.
Aside from watching Dexter, I ended up continuing with my long forgotten diary. Havnt written for ages but had an itch to write something..to say things that I cant even put on this blog. No matter how idealistic some young bloggers are, I still think its not a good idea to put your heart & soul into a blog. Some things are just to current to put on.
So I wrote & wrote & wrote..think its lasted 4-5 pages long..and still going... Think I emptied abt abit of inner ramblings that I couldnt empty for a long while. :)
Didnt touch my songwriting book...had the inspiration but lacked the ability to put it to words. Plus Im not a musician...so my tunes get very lame at times...hahahahaha
Today...Im just normal. Okay happy....very hungry...and cant wait for this sunday's walk and next wed's video shoot! Cant wait!
K lots to do! Lotsa love to everyone I know, regardless of your marital status!
God Bless!
So I was sick and bored last night. Nothing to do watsoever..had to resort to pleading my sis for some...any..form of entertainment. We ended up watching Dexter on her PC. If some of you see a cartooned kid scientist with a dumbass blond sister, trying to take over the world...at the mention of Dexter...Nope! Its not Dexters Laboratory and like me, you've sorely mistaken. My sis wont stoop so low. On the contrary, Dexter is abt a psychopathic cop who kills other psychopaths! A morbid storyline with a humourous tinge provided by the main character's thoughts. Yes I admit it was interesting....but at the beginning...the thought of not knowing how violent it cud get, I remarked, " Do i have to watch this part?!?!? Eee! Nooooo!"
And that was my encounter. By the 1st episode, my sis said, "k you have a choice..to continue on to the next episode..or to stop here" ...
Ning: k stop here..time to sleep
Amazingly enough...my nose stopped dripping while I watched but the moment i went back to my room...the faucet turned on again....
Im now all better. Took wendy's advice to squeeze 1/2 lemon, add water and down...k I didnt down it...wud have been a grueling experience.
Aside from watching Dexter, I ended up continuing with my long forgotten diary. Havnt written for ages but had an itch to write something..to say things that I cant even put on this blog. No matter how idealistic some young bloggers are, I still think its not a good idea to put your heart & soul into a blog. Some things are just to current to put on.
So I wrote & wrote & wrote..think its lasted 4-5 pages long..and still going... Think I emptied abt abit of inner ramblings that I couldnt empty for a long while. :)
Didnt touch my songwriting book...had the inspiration but lacked the ability to put it to words. Plus Im not a musician...so my tunes get very lame at times...hahahahaha
Today...Im just normal. Okay happy....very hungry...and cant wait for this sunday's walk and next wed's video shoot! Cant wait!
K lots to do! Lotsa love to everyone I know, regardless of your marital status!
God Bless!
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
messy again
blogging to destress.....
Feel like having a BIG meeting with all my clubs and telling them all announcements at 1 shot. Im actually very happy that they're able to work together. Im very proud of them.
My goal this time..is to build all my clubs up to be self sustainable. What Ive learnt from working here..is that money is available but not always touchable...
Gearing up for the big walk! Cant wait! Wohooo! Got my gear ready! Camera, wallet, hp, ...thats all!
K lunch time! bye!
Feel like having a BIG meeting with all my clubs and telling them all announcements at 1 shot. Im actually very happy that they're able to work together. Im very proud of them.
My goal this time..is to build all my clubs up to be self sustainable. What Ive learnt from working here..is that money is available but not always touchable...
Gearing up for the big walk! Cant wait! Wohooo! Got my gear ready! Camera, wallet, hp, ...thats all!
K lunch time! bye!
Monday, February 11, 2008
My New Year!
Its 5 glorious days of holidays! Wohooo! Back at work today and trying to be positive... :) Hi Ho! Hi Ho! Its off to work I go! (music...) Hi Ho! Hi Ho! Hi Ho! Hi Ho! (no pun intended on my surname) Imagine the 7 dwarfs singing as they march off to the mines.
So in Chronological order...
New Year Eve - 6 Feb
Bowling w colleagues...5 rounds of bowling! Play until middle ringer and wedding finger (if thats watcha call it) is painful. Average score? Emm 80+
Dinner at aunties place (dad's side)
New Year Day - 7 Feb
Breakfast at auntie's place...watched Singing In The Rain and Howl's Moving Castle DVDs till 4pm, went to granny's place (mum's side) for dinner.
Explored Terminal 3 with sis, uncles and cousin Alan till dinner
New Year 2nd Day - 8 Feb
Lunch at auntie's place till 4pm, met Ian, Stephen, Franceen & Emily for Steamboat Dinner at Novena
Sat - 9 Feb
Visited Director with Angel & Helmi, went for recee for my walk...lasted 6hours...went to Granny's place for BBQ
Sun - 10 Feb
Stayed home till afternoon, went Novena to walk around, dinner at home etc
Was happy to see my cousins happily attached hahaha :) Im the only one who hasnt found a classmate to be with hahahha (insider joke..dont take it for real) But its cool! Their "other halfs" seem comfortable and I tried to be as friendly as possible..at the expense of my cousins at times hahahah alot of childhood stories retold hahahah When we walked around with them, it felt good!
Took a pic of Baby Ally and her mum, Jillian (my cousin) and I still cant believe that they look sooo alike! I cant believe it! Its like looking at my cousin when she was a kid again! :) Hahahah
My sis's bf also came and seeing how he treats her and how he makes her laugh... :) Amen!
Took some pics here and there with family and during recee. some of which I posted on facebook and frenster etc... shall put some here too. :)
Ally Baby (my first shot of her facing the camera)
Sis, Keith & Grandma Boss (call her that coz of her crossed arms..macham "Lao Da")
Mum's side grandma & grandpa. My granny still thinks my grandpa is handsome hahahaha. My grandpa was just modest. Love em!
I thank My Heavenly Father for the love and strength and health and all well being that He has given to my family. Both sides. My God is an AWESOME God! And for all of you who read this...I spread my blessings to you too. God Bless!
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
a whole load of love....
went w my ISC president & vice P to NP yesterday evening for NP ISC's 14 anniversary.
Emmm...I see that both sides still have places to learn from and they have to learn from each other....
Received an invite from ex..to facebook and I added him in. You know what??!?!? i was just thinking abt us in the morning! And I thought to myself that Im glad the feelings are over. Im glad that Im finally able to bury the feelings....I came to a conclusion long ago that we never stop loving someone...its finding others to love too that stops us from thinking back ont he love we miss. And the opposite of extreme love...is extreme hate....not saying that the end of a strong relationship wud result in extreme hate...but if something is not done delicately..then hate appears...Im so glad I'm passed it... :)
Now facing him and seeing his new love, is something I can truly wish him well for. I also now know that...I cant treat him like the bestest best bro he used to be. Because with that buried relationship...is buried alot of other moments which require replacing..so If given a chance..Id like to take another chance to be friends with him and be best buds with him...but all that has to be from step one again. And this time..I know my limits....
So...its not uncomplishable...just...time consuming and both sides have to have the same goal. :)
Even now that he's taken a step to say hi, I no longer feel the memories seeping in. :)
You can say Ive gotten over him and moved on. If so then congrats to me cause it took me abt 4 years hahahahhaha
Hey bro, Im sooo glad its finally over! Im sooo glad I can face you and your gf! Hahahha Im sooo happy for you. To find someone whom you can love and be loved. Someone whom your mum loves too! :) Good for you! May you guys stay happy and loving and endearing to each other till the end of time! Thats would be the best relationship to have! :)
I look at myself now and I cna still believe Im blessed. I prayed to God and said, " I know you are able to see the entire length of my life in one glance and I know that it is all good. I know you've prepared the best for me and all I have to do is wait for the times to come. I rest in your arms that allt he things I worry abt..my problems and all..have been solved and provided for. That I will get a job of my dreams, I will get someone to love and be loved...and etc...I rest in your providence."
He used to say that knowing someone is not coincidence but providence...I agree. God has his ways.
God Bless
Emmm...I see that both sides still have places to learn from and they have to learn from each other....
Received an invite from ex..to facebook and I added him in. You know what??!?!? i was just thinking abt us in the morning! And I thought to myself that Im glad the feelings are over. Im glad that Im finally able to bury the feelings....I came to a conclusion long ago that we never stop loving someone...its finding others to love too that stops us from thinking back ont he love we miss. And the opposite of extreme love...is extreme hate....not saying that the end of a strong relationship wud result in extreme hate...but if something is not done delicately..then hate appears...Im so glad I'm passed it... :)
Now facing him and seeing his new love, is something I can truly wish him well for. I also now know that...I cant treat him like the bestest best bro he used to be. Because with that buried relationship...is buried alot of other moments which require replacing..so If given a chance..Id like to take another chance to be friends with him and be best buds with him...but all that has to be from step one again. And this time..I know my limits....
So...its not uncomplishable...just...time consuming and both sides have to have the same goal. :)
Even now that he's taken a step to say hi, I no longer feel the memories seeping in. :)
You can say Ive gotten over him and moved on. If so then congrats to me cause it took me abt 4 years hahahahhaha
Hey bro, Im sooo glad its finally over! Im sooo glad I can face you and your gf! Hahahha Im sooo happy for you. To find someone whom you can love and be loved. Someone whom your mum loves too! :) Good for you! May you guys stay happy and loving and endearing to each other till the end of time! Thats would be the best relationship to have! :)
I look at myself now and I cna still believe Im blessed. I prayed to God and said, " I know you are able to see the entire length of my life in one glance and I know that it is all good. I know you've prepared the best for me and all I have to do is wait for the times to come. I rest in your arms that allt he things I worry abt..my problems and all..have been solved and provided for. That I will get a job of my dreams, I will get someone to love and be loved...and etc...I rest in your providence."
He used to say that knowing someone is not coincidence but providence...I agree. God has his ways.
God Bless
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