Cold turkey again

For the hundredth time...

After last night's conversation, I guess I'm almost compelled to do one thing...move away...

I've seen what I had to see... It wasn't what I was hoping for..but I guess if that's what it is, then that's what it is.

I just have to cold turkey again...which should be easier now with this resolve...

Afterall, this is a person who was never the one to ask me out for something...it has always been me. So as long as I stop asking, it would make things easier. All I need is to strengthen my resolve to stop speaking to the person. unless needed..

I guess that really is the way..

Sorry in advance...sorry that I bailed...

God Bless