less than a week before Grad Ceremony starts...

Grad C is coming again...it s a joyous occassion coz my little "children" are old and mature enough to fly off into the working world. Some of them Ive had the joy of working with closely..some..for a short period of time but nonetheless still memorable.

Yet let me reassure you that all the memories are good...

So in the next 2 weeks, I will saying " good luck and see you soon" to a bunch of students with mixed feelings. :)

Coz I'll miss seeing them in school, in the club...miss having meals with them..miss joking with them..

And dnt blame me if I tear...coz I spent my last 3 yrs in your lives and the time I had with you guys wud never be lesser than not being there at all.

I will get myself a small white board for Grad C..to write a msg and take photos with my dear students..

Im sure I know why teachers love their jobs...coz at the end of the day...they know they are alie when  they feel happy/sad to see their "cildren" go.

God Bless

2 weeks of Grad Ceremony...1 month of Robocup....

Wandi and guys moved into SP today to set upt he sound. As expected..the equipment they brought in was more than needed. Poor guys were "dissappointed" for the wasted energy in carrying the load and lack of work available during the event. Understandable...I sorta thinkt hey did a good job dealing with the dissappointment.

I sorta feel its a sad world that girls cant be sound guys..not just because of the title but also coz it takes mus-cels (as Jenny rightly pronounce it) and a whole load of time. Time that girls might not necessary want to lose...

I guess this Grad C will be a good time for me to practice my newly acquired skill...okay mostly theory based...Since my good friend Wandi will be there..I'll grab a few tutorials from him hahahahahahhaa

 Im also excited that my students would learn how to work that sound system...learn how its patcched up etc..althought now that I come to mention abt it...it might be abit too much for them.
 Personally...I know I wanna learn how to EQ...

BTW..I bought myself an IPodTouch. :D *BIG GLITTERING GRIN*
Walked around the BEST for a soild close to 1.5hrs...came back to the same display window 4 times...allt eh times..staring at only 1 thing...the price range of a single IPOD touch...$500 is tough!

I still hate Iphone users BTW hahaha so dnt think Id stop grumbling if ur an Iphone User...hahaha Coz its no end until I get one hahahaI guess now that I have an Itouch, my desire is appeased for now hahahah

Also managed to catch this really cool emcee at Bishan. He does chinese, hokkien, engllish..he sings, etc He's fluent and he's funny and he's smooth! Geez! I couldnt helpp but sms my students abt him and he most definitely got me thinking abt my chinese standard...Hmmpphhh
 1 day!

So here it is..I know what I want to achieve this 2 weeks! (For myself that is...)
- Sign language test
- Sound lessons possibly w EQ

And in the long run...better chinese... try lah Hao Mah?

I also learnt 1 thing abt myself today...I act hero when Im not meant to be one. I act independent when I do need pple to help me. Tsk tsk

All the best for the next 2 weeks!

God Bless

:)

No title because I dnt have an appropriate title.

This week has been tough for me..alot of emotional/self critical moments that made me lose my fightting spirit.

Its funny co every sunday night, I feel the strain of going back to work...not only coz its work..but because I feel like Im leaving the day of peace and back into battle.

Yesterday was Sp Guitarists Concert and despite the problems we had during rehearsals....Im sooo glad that we could make it. Before the event...the bunch of us christians..huddlde outside Audi and just prayed and claimed His love and blessings for us! That made us feel calm!

The concert went well with as little problems as possible and Liyi  & I were sooo proud of them...we were also soooo in love with God for His hand on our concert. Our cues were quite smooth...the club members didnt seem nervous...they tried their very best! I was soo in love with Jesus!

And before I sang the last 2 songs for the concert...I raised my hands and gave praise to God in my heart.
It is of course time to see the new students join the clubs under me. Im also praying for all my clubs that they would get enough good members in their clubs. Esp, Makeup artists, SPARC and Comperes...

More next time!

Time to get ready to go to church!

God Bless!

Fing pissed with self...

Im so pissed that I seriously dont wanna see any of my students now...for fear that Id scream and shout at them for unreasonable reasons....

for teh Fing second time, Im missing sign language and while in the depths of my head, Im blaming allt eh things that I have to do...I know that all this would be done if I was more organised and thats why im even more pissed and even more dissappointed with myself...

I cant help but bang the table and swear at nobody or somebody or myself because I finally brought my heart and deterination down to finish this blasted course and yet ONCE AGAIN I M MISSING THE TEST!!!!

I could so kill satan if he could actually be killed...AARRGHHHHH!!!!!

And the most comical part of it all!!!! ITS SIGN LANGUAGE and wat better way to swear than w hand signs!

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*cooling down*
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Super sian mode......


God Bless Me....

Restful Increase...I claim it!

This year has been good to me. I claim God's goodness!

I know I havnt updated in months..in the blink of an eye, its May...abt 2.5months of not blogging!

Things that have happened so far...my work has been okay. My older students are graduating and once again Im gonna miss them..and miss teh times we had...seeing them grow into adults.

Did abit of things I wanted to do for awhile..dancing..sign language (test this week)...and of course choir.

The junior have now moved up and taken leadership positions..and I honestly have my reservations abt Comperes climbing up the ladder...I honestly feel like Im failing the alumni on this...
But while the new comm assures that I can trust them...I know I have to take this bold step and give them that authority...I soooo hope they can do it. because hte club is gonna be dependent on them.

As for ISC..they've been having their problems but I see them climbing out of it already. Seeing teh ISFO photos..I cant help but smile at their determination and committement to ISC...making sure the event goes smoothly..and at the same time...coming together to be with the new students. proud of them

I sound biased and maybe I am...and I should change that...I know I need to be with my other clubs more.

This year is gonna be my year of Restful Increase and I insist on seeing God to His word that we can rest n Him and throw our worries to Him. This in actual fact requires fighting...its abt as strenuous as running long distance because I really have to psycho myself to keep my eyes to Him...