My Heavenly Father...

Dont remember mentioning this in my previous entries...

One of my bros..has been having problems with his ended relationship...
He's been on the bottle and smokes since leaving Spore and few days back, he felt such a need to speak to someone that he called me...rare

We couldnt speak much because of the connection overseas etc and me being in the tunnel....all we ended with was, "go read my blog" says he...
I did....and thats where I found out exactly how bad a condition he was in....

I want to comfort him and say wise words, say God's words...he is a christian too and all these God's words would ring familiar in his mind...would he heed?

He is so upset by him losing the only girl he loves with all of his heart and more...his soul...

I know if I told him that I know how he feels....He'd say that I dont....which can be true at points....Id feel like his gf....I guess when I see him, I see someone who suffers from not being able to love the one he loves..something I sometimes wished my ex had...while my bro has all intention to find his ex again..and be with her...I cant say too much about my side hahahahhaha
Afterall, its been 3-4 years? Hahahaha
I envy my bro and his gf having a love that never runs dry..but runs deep...I feel..resentment for his parents who believe that love can be controlled...I feel resentment and I feel angered....

Hmmmm....

Did I also mention how my cousin (same age as me) had recently given birth to a girl? How my student has got a bf now? How one of my sisters got a new bf? How all my close gfs have got someone to love? HAHAHAHAHA Im okay with that! Im overjoyed and feel blessed for them hahahaha :P Oh my youngest cousin probably has someone already :P Damn!
Well.what Im saying is that..Im soooo glad that they've all found someone! I dont think I'll ever forget that I told God that its okay if I didnt have my ex..so long as everybody else around me had someone to love. :p Then they'd all know how it is to find true love. :) AMEN!

In fact this bro of mine....was the one who counselled me, saying that a broken relationship is something natural and getting over it requires time but it will eventually dwindle to a mere drizzle.... so thin that we wont even feel it....thats when the rainbows come in right? The irony that my bro had to go through all this....do I know how it feels? Nooo not all of it....I know how my ex felt when we first broke up though. As my bro..as he explained to me on why he gave up and how it didnt mean that he didnt love her..but that it wasnt the right time..all familiar words...whats probably not familiar..is that he still holds on...I fully understand Liz though....
Liz has her bad habits and if I were her, shoudl I even have tried to get rid of those bad habits...I might relapse into it because of such a breakup...

Anyway...I pray for them..I pray that they will be able to find out what to do next? to move on or to move back....

I must admit that within the 3-4yrs...half of me or 3/4 of me has moved on...by no measure of volunteerism....Hahahaha I will always seethose close to me and their happy relationships and know that all all hope exists no matter what the situation is because My God is Awesome!!! My God leaves none of His children unhappy, lonely and sad! He blesses His children and those around them! AMen!

God Bless!