Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Hard...

Its closing night. Im glad its so but I cant wait for it to end.
Think my experience has been a long and self tormenting one. Feel the need to relax but its actually really hard to relax now. I feel quite on the edge. Might be a good thing in the short run...but not really in the long run. One shouldnt have to work with stress and fear.
My goal is to prevent myself from getting there.

Im happily counting down to next  next month, 8 dec.

Cant wait to go back home. Albeit, I'm gonna be working...but at least i feel like Im speaking the same lingo... technically I am...

In much pain. not physical now.

Im gonna keep talking myself to relaxation

God Bless

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