In state of anger...

I'll be honest and sayt hat I dont know if I have hte right to be angry at people but I do have the right to feel angry.

The more I work with teenagers..the more I wonder if the education system in sec sch and pri sch is good enough to teach our future leaders how to be leaders. Im not saying they suck big time. Im just questioning.
then I question whether parents know how to bring their children up to be responsible, considerate and proactive adults.

Because from what I see...4 things are lacking. Proactiveness..consideration, responsiblity and wisdom

I see too many students take the inactive route and I know even without tarrot cards or reading tea leaves..that they will regret their lack of proactiveness..in the long run..they willr ealize just how much their idea of *taking things easy* would be a mirage of what is actually...their inactiveness taking control of their future.
Eg: We can argue alot abt how parents make their children learn tonnes of stuff when they are kids etc...hence giving pressure. BUT 20 years down the road when the children are multi-talented individuals who can come up w their own cds..etc Are the parents still to blame?
If the child was given a choice to learn stuff at a young age and he refuses to because its lesser time for computer games and tv..then 20 years down the road...would he regret not learning at a young age when he sees his idol (same age) on the same tv he's still staring at?

Ive got tonnes of students who cant care to hoots about the future careers/projects etc

Ive got tonnes of students who dont care abt the club they promised to join..dont reply calls..smses..emails...

And thats where I get the most pissed. Because of these *ever-loving souls*...nothing gets done int eh end and the members who are dedicated...take on more work or dont have work at all because theres not enough manpower at all.
So thanks to them..more dreams and goals are dashed..and likewise..i know in my heart that they will regret not taking that chance to hone their skill... By then...I'll have hte last laugh.

MY GOD! IM PISSED!!!

And yet...how pissed can I be when I know I never had the time for them to start with? How far can an officer in charge blame herself? How much am i supposed to let htem do? How much do I have to do myself? Im not depressed or putting allt eh blame on myself but seriously I dont wanna be a hypocrite too.

I have the mind to slap the *dead weights* and tell them to leave. And threaten to close the club....I do...But its unfair to those who did their work.....


WHY DO THE YOUTH NOWADAYS NOT REALIZE HOW MUCH OPPORTUNITY THEY HAVE!?!?!
YOU THINK LAST TIME GOT ALL THIS MEH!?!
YOU THINK EVERYTHING OTHERS DID IS JUST PLAY HUH?!?!
EVERYONE PAID TIME AND ENERGY TO GET TO WHERE THEY ARE LOR!
IF YOU DONT WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE..DONT WASTE MY TIME!
SIMPLE QUESTION OF YES OR NO!

And for the youth that are so much free time to vandalize, criticize, intentionally break rules...
I will laugh on the day you receive the same things. Spend more time on your work and charcter building coz you wont get far with that stuff.

God bless the world and God bless me with patience