2 things today...

Wanna assess my behaviour today...realized i get irritated easily these days...Called some frens just now, wanted to ask if they wanted to meet for ice cream near our home. One of them didnt have the hp on, the other just didnt answer...I was dissappointed but a little irritated too. These 2 frens of mine have always been like that hahaha both are latecomers when i meet them and both never really receive my calls...sigh...i had this really bad idea that what would happen if one day domething did happen to me and i tried to call them? hahahaha id end up dead man! hahaha they'll only realize it on the news hahah kk bad bad joke. I guess its one of those times where you feel abit unappreciated..sigh....dun worry. no depression. ive come to a stage where im like, "whatever! I shudnt give a shit anymore" really sometimes i wonder what frens are for hahaha SiGH i think its the selfish me thinking again. I eralize that my temper has gotten worse. I remember in sec sch, i could tahan all this, id be trying to calm my frens down when we weer waiting for a latecomer (45mins late) I think now, I'll just walk off. really....I feel bad at times doing that, but i realize that if i dont do that, some of them might not even know whats happening. Sometimes we have to wake them up. But i Also wonder if im like that too...Somehow, I feel i am leh haha...shit!

Another thing i wanna talk abt, is abortion. All this talk abt abortion has got me thinking. I honestly, would never support a mum in aborting her child unless its something thats life threatening. I dont even know why soo many girls are getting pregnant to start with! really! Do you need sex to get ur guy to love you? To show ur guy to love him? I dont think so! I think if a relationship was true and both of you loved each other alot, sex would not NEED to come intot he picture. If the guy had brain and cared abt you enough, he would not want you to suffer from a pregnancy and support the child or abortion (since ur not even married) If he doesnt consider all that, I BET with you 1000% that the guys just looking for cheap sex then be gone witht he wind even before you're done with ur "high" moments. That my dear girls, is a typical JERK who cant keep his ***** in his pants. Do him a favour and snip it off if you have the chance. HIGH chance, this guy would be someone who has extra marrital affairs even if you do get to keep him with the law and the golden ring.
If you're a girl inviting guys to knock on ur door (except prostituite who are forced intot he trade), al the more i wont show sympathy to you hahaha All of that will jus prove one thing. You are insecure and you're stupid. You use ur body to hook a man down so that you can feel loved. And you loev it! You love to be in control dont you? Not knowing that its really the men in control and when ur pregnant, they jus run off like it nvr happened! then guess wat! You have to bear the consequences. Even prostitutes are smarter coz they at least know wat contraceptive pills or condoms are! I jus dont get it! How can girls mistreat their body like that?
The worst part of it all, is that the kids get punished. Whether its a few eeeks old or a few months old, doesnt matter. What matters is ur stopping something from having a life! They are innocent, they cant even fight for themselves! They cant kick the mum till the mum bleeds, they cant even crawl out to save themselves! They have rights which they cant enforce! The mum on the other hand, has rights no doubt. But unless she's in a life threatening condition, she's abusing her rights! How can a mum argue abt her rights against someone who is too small to even know her'his rights? Someone who doesnt have any choice or say whatsoever? The mum at least had choices...that is...to not have sex int he 1st place. The moment she got ont he bed, she threw her rights into the window. Let's not talk abt mums having rights anymore. Whatever is it, its the kid that has to suffer the most. those that escape death even before they are born, often grow up not knowing who their parents are, grow up with poor living conditions (mum or family or other relatives taking care of them/ trying hard to sustain a basic living condition) It really sucks!
Anothet hing i feel is that...instead of fretting abt not being able to have their own kids, couples shud consider adopting. Not to encourage teenagers that they can give their kids for adoption...but more for kids from undeveloped countries, diasater stricken and eating rotten wheat cakes and mud for meals. There are ehough kids int he world suffering, without families and without food and shelter. Doestn anyone think that we being the more developed, should help them out? If not, developiong countries will never get out of poverty!Sometimes, we need hand grips we can lean on to get ourselves to stand up. I dont see whats different.
Girls, dun be stupid an give urself up to a guy just coz he says he loves you and just coz u feel a tingle in ur tummy or heart. Anything that can happen, will happen...esp before marriage. Relationships break because of pregnancies...more often than they mend. If you really cant wait to have sex like bunnies, then for goodness sake, go get pills and condoms. Ur not eh one who's gonna wear it!

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