MY BO LOST!!! *sobs*

Haiz...i was gonna wait till at night before I got the results of the American Idol but my friend had to sms me int he morning and tell me the results!! DAMN! I totally lost the mood of watching the finale. :( Should have seen me squirming in my chair in the morning..the moment I got that sms!
Anyway...great news today! Finally got a pic with Denise. I just feel really really really bad having to ask for a pic with her because I feel that Im forcing her! Did get a pic and a hug from her after she knew i was leaving adn she even gave me her email (which i will keep in all secrecy! No bribing!!!) She is very sweet really...Very down to earth and friendly, not stuck up or prissy just coz pple around her are not as high profile or wat as her. :) I like her! :)
As for the pic, it will stay in my private collection hahaha I dont think Id put it online coz...we're talking abt Denise her. She's got a reputation to uphold and Photoshop is a dreadfully magical tool to use. Like we all learnt...whats online, can never really be deleted. We cant put tabs on where something we put online can go. I'll appreciate it int he comfort of my own home n computer. Its also not very fantastic cos the lighting was extremely bad man! hahaha
Walked around a little after work..just felt liek walking really....no particular aim...just felt like having the wind in my face and hair and feel the movement...
Thinking abt life...how to survive it...alot of my frens have gotten fabulous jobs in MNCs and working for the long term...but now, Im just gonna be looking forward to a part-time job (which im excited abt of course) yet..insecure coz its a lower paying job and the survival of my life int eh future isnt confirmed. theres the fear that after this year's december, I'll be left with no job again and slacking at home. I ABSOLUTELY dont want that. Im half convinced thatt he moment I go to SSO, that everybody willbe asking me why i didnt stay in MTV. They're already doing that now! The sad thing is, employers nowadays, disregard working experience that is 6mnths and less. And alot of them ask for 1 year experience at least when they have job vacancies. Now excuse me for being rude but we just graduate and have spent our lives trying to study hard and get good grades and now that we've come into the working world to find a job, you want someone with 1 year expereince?!?!?! then what abt us? How do you expect us to have a year's experience when we just came out to work?
You look at this another way...this implies that employers are looking for expereince compared to grades. Which also means that while we study, its good that we work as well... or at least during the holis. This work experience which some students (like myself) forgo during the holis in order to slack our holis through, has become a stumbling block. I thank God that I had worked before I went to SP and during my holis, I had done some extra small stuff that helped to spice up my resume.
So now the advice to my young frens hahaha...if you're having holis, try to get work. no doubt when it comes to exams or o and a levels, dun do it. But other than that, try things out. Maybe you'll find out what ud like to do int eh future..or just working will give you the experience and build ur character to be a better employee or colleague.
Now, im resting my stomach..after a KFC dinner hehehe
My sis is back in Spore! :P Thank Goodness! Thank God she's safe.
My life has mellowed down :) Im getting better and calmer every day hahaha
BTW, Im starting to think I look like a Filippino! Im really starting to believe it! hahaha DAMN!
K peeps, you all take care! :P Enjoy ur days and night, enjoy every fresh new experience!

LOVE!