Had a crazy day today...was laughing alot! K its partly the stress but Im glad I got quite abit of stuff done. The event I'm organizing is gonna be next week and I cant wait to see it come and go! hahaha Not that I hate it...but I cant wait to see if its gonna be successful (cross fingers) :P
Im trying my best to make things work in my life... Its soo easy to see something as a gift from God and take it for granted...like hosting jobs...my voice...my frens...Im trying soo hard to tell myself that all this isnt just gonna be there forever...Hosting jobs arnt gonna always be there just coz u think u can host. You need to constantly prove it. Frens can drift away..you have to constantly meet up!...even work itself...doesnt come easy...
Having a chance to host outside of sch is a priveilage. I know I have to cherish it and work it like ive never done before. Which is what I want to do. :) Im gonna work ont he script, Im gonna think of how to spice up the show...
Likewise for work...gotta stop thinking im tired and start taking braver steps.
I actually made this pocket card yesterday. Burnt the edges and lamenated it....it contains the thing i feel i have to do...eg: stop procrastinating, be more meticulous etc...
Yesterday itself, I had to change a document about 5 times or more. Why? Coz there was always something wrong. I know its terrible..but att he end of the day, after al that editing, its made my eyes sharper...and it shows that I dont do soemthing and hand it up to my boss blindly...least I try not to do it. The prob is..I assume and I scan. My deadly sins hehehe 9k bad joke) After editing it abt 7 times, I finally plucked up enuff courage in my work, to pass it over to my boss. Who will somehow or rather, still manage to find one of two faults hahahaha Can u imagine if I didnt edit them? Id just like to apologize for the rapid depletion of printer ink hahahahahah I know my boss n colleagues have been highly tolerant of me...Thank you! :P
Ever felt like you wanted to do everything you wanted to do..but cant..or are scared that if u start, you cant commit? I do!..now. I know what my dreams are ( thought abt it all during the weekends ) Know how I want life to be. yet because of my situation now, I cant do it..even if I had the chance. let's hope God will give me another chance next time. :)
Spoke to my fren just now..she says I sound happier. I guess I do...I hipe it stays that way hahaha but then of course..I cant leave that up to hoping can I. I gotta work for it!. God please help me.
LOVE
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