What scum of earth

Hmmpphh just thinking abt it makes my blood boil man!

There are 3 types of scums on this earth:
- The cheaters
- The abusers
- The F**kers

Scuse my french but its true...I'm quite amazed by their thinkings...Wanna grab one, slice their brains apart ands see whats in it. let me guess....porn mag, lies, plots and bad childhood memories...

Im fed up by them...esp if they hurt those I care for...makes my blood boil and hand curl into a fist...Now I know how hard it is to restrain yourself and keep telling urself that you should let God do the revenge-taking business coz his is the most lethal and safest for all of us...its a trial all together...I can soo easy hatch a plan to get back at that idiot...who has alot of my frens in trouble..but I wont. In fact..just thinking abt those plans ...feels like something slowly taking over me..its vaguely scary..like Satan..talking to me and Im slowly agreeing...Sinful...

Speaking of God, Im surprisingly getting excited over going to church tomorrow! I guess I wanna go there and feel safe and assured and renewed...Just today, I was tricked into sitting down with a guy who kept me for 2 hrs to explain Multi-level marketing to me. He wanted me to join him and his gang and earn thousands a month. Tempting idea if you look at the figures...but...somethign abt that place and tat kind of business made me uneasy...And as I looked aroudnt he office..what i wasnt impressed with..were his awards and pics...What I was looking for...was God's recognition of this man. Was he a christian? I wasnt surprised that he wasnt... Anyway..Ive put that in God's hands...All I know is...I dont wanna only for the money...

Today was fruitful...cleared ALOT of my postcards! Waahahahaha 2/3 of it gone. Still feels like a factory in here...But time will soon come... Godzilla is knocking on my door and Im trying to keep it out...haiz.....

You know..amongst allt eh uncertainty I feel...Im very glad that i have God gecause knowing he's here for me...makes me less worried..I know He will carry me through my bad times! i sincerely hope you guys have such assurance too.

Gonna go now.. I pray for all of you..even the idiots...

LOVE