audition...

The audition was a flop... my voice broke n my timing sucked....Im seriously not surprised that I wudnt get in...dont ask me exactly wat happened coz.....its quite awful for me to describe....I didnt cry...I accepted it actually...I think the only time I cried for this kind of thing...was in yr1...so..its really...watever. :/ *shrugs* But honestly...much as I dont cry...Ive still lost a small spark ni me...That I'm not as good as I think I am...That...things arent gonna work out for m,e and singing...I honestly dont know if Id go join another contest...yes...ive lost my confidence... :( Im sorry to all those I promised before...to join singing contests or such stuff..thing is...im not really good enough. so there :)
What this contest did bring me...was that...I got to see my frens! I got to taste the power of frenship...the power of support from frens... Thanks for being there to support me..even if u cudnt make it on time. :)
Anyway..one bad news deserves a good one! My song is second place for a songwriting competition. :D Great news!!! Dun ask me how much i got yah..I really dont know hahaha but it doesnt matter to me...well..not that much at least. http://www.spsong.sites.cc/ I dotn know how I did it..really.....Go listen tot he winner's song as well. ITS GREAT!!! I wish I knew him! It..moved me....Something Id expect out of staind or puddle of mudd....:) LOVE IT! A song I can imagine as a lullaby..sleeping to...or listening while on the road with a heart full of love and a person in mind. :)
So thats what happened today. :) as Aerosmith wud say...MOVE ON!

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